this past week has been total hell for little ol' cara for a lot of reasons. for one reason is that i've been thinking of suicide more frequently than usual that it scares me. the littlest of things make me go crazy. another reason is that i got into a fight with of the girls at the home, and she got a swollen lip, and a black eye, and i got scratches along my cheek, and big bruises on my arms. but i got in trouble so that also wanted me to kill myself. i break down every night into tears and also i am back to one of my bad habits. cutting. i am telling no one that i'm back to doing that again, they'd just call me a lunatic, psycho, or some worse stuff. this holiday is going to be total shit ugh i want to just kill myself very badly. feel like it will end everything. all the pain, tears, just EVERYTHING. but i just sleep through the day, it's the only thing that helps.
- lost cara
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Savior ↠ Nash G.
أدب الهواةCara was forced to buy a journal by her guidance counselor, and she writes all of her thoughts and feelings. And they're very dark. That is until she finds someone on the internet to be her reason to keep living, Nash Grier. She just wants to meet h...
