my guidance counselor told me to do this, but whatever. i don't really understand that writing all my life's problems down that it is going to help me in any way. i have a guidance counselor for that, jesus. anyways i paid about 7 dollars on this from savings, that were going towards buying myself a phone, and well that's a lot of wasting. i'm a bit uptight about my money, i know. it's just i need a phone to interact with people. i can't be known as "cara the freak"...no. i think a phone will get me some friends, i am certain on that. bet, you're thinking "what about her mom? or dad? or guardian?" well have none of that currently. yes, i am child of the system have been changing homes since i was 5. (gave myself the name "cara" thought it was pretty)
why am i even writing this? it is only just reminding me how much my life sucks so bad. this makes me feel worse, more broken than i already am. too broken. can't even get out of bed anymore, ugh i'm such a mess. why am i writing this?!?!? i'm dumb, never doing this again!
well, i think i am done for the night, oh the lights went down got to go.
- cara
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Savior ↠ Nash G.
FanfictionCara was forced to buy a journal by her guidance counselor, and she writes all of her thoughts and feelings. And they're very dark. That is until she finds someone on the internet to be her reason to keep living, Nash Grier. She just wants to meet h...
