Savior ↠ Nash G.

WORLD SO LOW EXCEPT ME ~ 9/11/14

**TOP IS CARA, BOTTOM IS ERIN**

Today was Saturday so today was the day I could stay in my room all day with nobody bothering me. But to be completely honest, I don't want to be alone. It seems the more alone I am, the crazier I get. I need something to get my mind off my loneliness.

Everyone I ever told about my problems turned out not to be my friends. I feel there will never be anyone I can trust or love in arms length distance. I glanced over at my phone to see if my group chat was alive, but no. They were all still asleep. I huffed out a big breath when I saw I was awake so early. I stayed on my phone for awhile when my morning breath was becoming unbearable.

I stood up from my bed, stretched for a bit, and slipped on my flip flops grabbing my tooth brush, and walked out of my room. I didn't care if anyone saw anything anymore, what is done is done. I walked into the bathroom, and started to brush my teeth.

When I was done I smiled in the mirror seeing my teeth bright, and white, and walked to my room. I felt a tug on my elbow, and I looked behind me. Erin.

"Hi?" I said confused, and she looked down at my legs. I crossed my legs, and she looked back at me.

"Hello Cara," I smiled at her, "I was wondering if you could go to a party with me?"

"I am not falling for your games anymore, Erin," I said as nice as possible. She huffed out a big breath, and rubbed her temples.

"It's not a trick, I need someone older than me to go. That's what miss. Barbara said," she shrugged and I furrowed my eyebrows.

"No, thank you," I said turning around to my room but she jumped right in front of me.

"Don't make me beg. You're the only eighteen year old here," she said seriously, and I raised an eyebrow.

"How di-did you know I am eighteen?" I asked her since nobody knew my birthday.

"Birthdays are posted up on the board. Everybody knows but-"

"-nobody likes me. Gotcha," I began to think about that party she was asking me to go with her.

"What's in it for me? If I go to the party with you," I smirked, and she groaned.

"You'll be at a party with a bunch of cute boys, and with me. That's a prize enough," she laughed, and I smiled.

"I guess so, but I don't- I wouldn't know what to wear," Once I said that she pulled me towards my room. Is it wrong I am starting to like her? She walked towards my closet, and scoffed a few times. She kept throwing pieces of clothing at me, and soon I had a big pile of clothes in my arms.

"Perfect," she said highly seeing the big pile, but I stood there confused feeling my arms go numb.

"I am confused," I muffled through the clothes.

"Of course you are," she mumbled. She picked out my jean jacket that was ripped too much, and a white t-shirt. She took out black jeans, and she shrugged at me. I laid the clothes out on the dresser so they wouldn't get ruined over the course of the day.

I turned to her seeing she was putting back the clothes that she took out before. I mumbled a thank you. She sat down next to me, and watched me as I texted my friends. I decided not to tell them until it was time to go to the party. Knowing them they'd talk me out of it, but I really wanted to act like a normal girl for at least one night.

I locked my phone, and set it down, and stared at her. I took in her features, and was taken aback at her beauty, and how totally different she was than Eric.