His Lucky Shot

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Ivy

Well, hospitals are boring.

What the fuck do you mean it's 5 in the morning, I can't move, I can't speak, I can't do anything and I'm just lying here.

There's no longer any pork in my system which is nice I guess, this fever is giving me hell.
Oh, they took the tubes out at like midnight, very sketchy if you ask me.

If Dante was here I'd ask him to go get me a drink, but unfortunately he isn't and bro doesn't want anything to do with me.

Lol.

I just want to sleep.

*****

A girl can't even get 5 minutes of sleep without being interrupted by someone storming into her room these days.

I don't know who the fuck it is but fuck them.

A hard holds mine, warm and trembling. I mean bro can't be nervous about kidnapping me, it ruins the chances of success.

"Shit, baby?"

Oh, it's just Dante. I would totally answer him if i could.

"Ivy..." He mutters helplessly, voice trembling more than his hand. I move my finger against his hand just to let him know I can hear him.

Dante**
My hand slightly tightens around hers when she barely moves her finger.

Only the lord knows how painful seeing her like this is, only he knows how much worse it is knowing that she's in this state after the shit I said to her because I was fucking jealous.

Only the lord knows how much I hate this.

"I'm sorry." I choke out, but even i know thats not enough.

Her finger moves again and it's like a knife has been meticulously placed in my heart to ensure an everlasting pain.

She can barely move a finger, she's struggling to do so, it's more like her hands are shaking from a cold rather than the fact that she's actually moving her finger.

"I need you, Ivy." I choke out, my heart feeling like it's being carelessly ripped out of my chest.

"Shit, I know I've fucked up a lot and you don't deserve any of my shit baby, but you have to make it through this and if you don't want anything to do with me-" i pause mid rant when her hand firmly squeezes mine.

It's only for a split second and her body starts shaking after that, just to show how much strength it took her to squeeze my hand for half of a second.

"Just relax Ivy, calm down and rest." I plead, kissing her knuckles gently.

She stops and hopefully falls asleep.

She shouldn't forgive me, she can't do that. I fucking ruined this shit.

Xavier gave her the meat because she hadn't eaten, because of me.

I could've gotten here sooner if i just answered the fucking calls. She doesn't deserve this, she deserves someone who would never react the way I did.

But I can't see or even imagine my girl with someone else, she's mine, I'm hers, and thats how it is.

I'll be better for her, I'll be the person she deserves. I'm not perfect but I'm exactly what she wants, that's beyond perfect for me.

"I can't lose you baby." I mutter, if I lose her then I'll lose myself. I'll give everything up for her.

I love her, with each and every part of my being, my heart is completely hers to use as she pleases.

"I know I fucked baby, I'm so fucking sorry, I need you tesoro." I mumble, my head falling on her lap.

**
I've been here the whole day, these idiots came, did everything to annoy the shot out of me for 13 hours and left. It's ten pm now...

They wanted me to go back to the penthouse with them, which is completely absurd because there is no way on this lost cause of a planet that I'm going to leave Ivy.

She'll be ok, my girl is a fighter.

*****

It's 2pm and I'm back in front of Ivy's room, she was sleeping when I left, it's maybe an hour and a half.

My heart felt like it was gently fixed back to normal the moment I walked in, my girl sitting on the bed browsing through the TV channels freshly showered and changed into one of my hoodies and her pyjama pants.

"Hey Dante." She mumbles without even glancing in my direction.

"Hey baby."

She gets off the bed and meets me halfway, completely normal unlike yesterday.

She punches me, hard, twice.

"You're so lucky I tolerate your bullshit." She mutters angrily.

I pull her to me and hug her, she reluctantly returns the hug, awkwardly patting my back to throw me off.

"I'm sorry baby."

"I know."

"You ok?" I ask and she nods immediately, pulling away.

"Are you sure?" She nods with an eye roll. "Yes,Dante, Im sure I'm fine."

I move to get her stuff ready to leave while she sits on the bed, just watching me.

"You know, you really shouldn't do that shit, it really hurt cause you didn't even tell me what I did or how I could fix it, you just left." She mumbles quietly, breaking my heart once again.

I go over to her and put her on her feet before hugging her.

"I know baby and me apologising won't change shit, I just need you to know that I'm not ever going to do that shit again, I can't risk losing you, ever."

She pinches me.

"Damn, fucking right."

She pulls away and looks up at me.

"Let's go, I want food."

I nod getting her bags and shit. I would've checked her out or whatever but i genuinely didn't have the energy for that shit, and my girls hungry.

*****

She takes another bite of the chicken, humming to Ricochet by Chase Atlantic playing on the cars bluetooth.

"You see, if, if you continue buying me food like this, i might just marry you in the next few months." She yaps, now eating the burger.

I drove around the city so that she could finish eating and talk about whatever, she didn't even finish the food and fells asleep unexpectedly soon.

When we got home I carried her up, she obviously woke up and told me to put her down, which I didn't.

This place is quiet, which means most of these idiots are sleeping.

When we got to my room I put Ivy on the bed and my girl immediately fell asleep, far away from me, unfortunately.

I'll be forever grateful to the heavens for leading me straight into her arms.