Song: "Arctic" by Sleeping At Last
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I stood unable to shout the profanities. Lilian and my body slowly began to fade into darkness, a grey dust swishing them into nothing and vanishing before my eyes. Tears bursted through and I fell to my knees, I couldn't tell if I was only asleep and experiencing a mere awful dream or if I was truly dead. My mind was everywhere unable to focus, I clutched my head, pulling my hair as I cried uncontrollably, trying my hardest to wake from the darkness and find myself alive.
"Please no, please!" I pinched my arm in attempt to reawaken.
"No, Please. Lilian help, oh my god. Pleeease help me!" I yelled as the pain numbed my arm. I couldn't control myself, I balled my fists and continually banged them against the black floor.
"Help Me!" My sobs were slowly got quieter, and my fighting was decreasing.
"Im so sorry Lilian." I thought of my roomate, best friend and sister. She had raised me when my mother left us, everything I had, was because of her. She treated me like a daughter, making sure I was never hungry or pained. She was like a mother to me, we had nobody but ourselves and I never cared for anyone as much as I cared for Lilian.
"Lilian, I love you so much. I am so sorry." I whispered, wiping a tear from my cheek as I sat in the pitch black darkness. A single light shined above me, I couldn't care less about my death, Lilian was the only thing on my mind. She was alone now, because of me, she has to suffer.
I now, abandoned Lilian, just like mother and she is alone now, as was I.
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Hell's Empire
FanfictionHe's the god of hell and desires, you've died and are in his domain. Harry Styles ~ This is for mature readers only.
