My friend just died and I don't know how to feel, I mean, I cried a little and then I tried to distract myself but everyone is posting stories about him and I feel like an assholebecauseI can't bring myself to post anything even though I've known himthe longest and the best,he didn't have many friends,I've known him for 4 years,it feels weirdthat I'm never gonna see him again,this is such a weird feeling, not many people knew we were friends,it's weird tothink that his heart stopped beating,I feel like he's just asleep,I'm so conflicted.

It's so weird to see people who didn't even know him post stories about him,it's weird to see people talk about him in past tense, he is one of the kindest and mostgenuine people I've ever had the pleasure to meet.

May god have mercy upon his soul.

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