Tatyana's POV
I woke up to the smell of food and me naked in Keenans bed. He wasn't there but I figured he was downstairs cooking. My body was sore, meaning he really put it down last night. I smiled at the thought and thought about how it felt so good to be in someone's arms that cared. He held me close the entire time and repeated over and over again that he loved me. And honestly I told him the same thing.
I heard footsteps get closer to the door so I pretended to be sleep. I felt Keenan sit on the bed and I smelled food. He shook me and I yawned and sat up, covering my chest. He smiled at me.
Keenan: good morning.
I smiled.
Me: good morning.
Keenan: I made you some breakfast.
I grinned and peaked his lips and grabbed the table full of food.
Me: thank you love, I'm starving!
He chuckled.
Keenan: I figured. But you gotta share ma!
He said as I started stuffing my face. I laughed and he climbed in the bed beside me and pulled the bed table to him and he fed himself occasionally feeding me.
Me: where are the kids?
I asked while eating a piece of bacon. He wrapped his hand around my waist, while beginning to talk, I giggled a little.
Keenan: the twins are still asleep, and Izzy and Haven ate and are watching tv now. I think they'll eventually fall asleep too.
I smirked.
Me: really?
I asked moving the tray on the floor and climbing on top of him. He smirked and placed his hands on my hips as I held my boobs in place.
Keenan: what do you wanna do?
Me: I don't know, we can find something.
I said while bending over to kiss his lips. He squeezed my sides wrapping around me. He flipped me over and I laughed and he laid on top of me.
Keenan: last night was amazing.
I chuckled.
Me: I'm pretty sure it was.
He laid his head on my chest and I ran my nails up and down his back.
Me: can I ask you something?
He peaked my lips.
Keenan: yeah.
Me: Did you mean it when you said you loved me last night?
He nodded.
Keenan: every word.
Me: I can't deal with anymore pain Keenan, don't say you love me and you don't.
Keenan: you know I love you, so don't go there, if I didn't love you, I wouldn't have done half the stuff I did last night. Or any other day.
She sighed.
Me: I love you, and I need you and I'm so sorry for leaving you that day. I'm sorry for blaming you for what August did. I'm sorry for everything.
He chuckled and kissed my lips.
Keenan: I already forgave you and I love you too. I told you I always would.
I began kissing his lips and as our kiss deepened, one of the kids walked in.
Haven: mommy!
Keenan chuckled and got off of me and I covered my self and Haven climbed on me and kissed my lips.
Me: Hey baby!
He started saying stuff and Keena scrunched his eyes, because he didn't understand, but I did because he is my son.
Me: go put your shoes on then.
He turned around to leave but Keenan and him play fought first. When he left Keenan looked at me.
Keenan: you gonna go?
I sighed.
Me: I don't want too leave, but I can't stay here naked all day.
He smirked.
Keenan: you could.
I laughed.
Me: why don't you and Izzy just come over and spend the day with us.
He smiled.
Keenan: I would love that.
He peaked my lips and I sat up and looked around.
Me: where is my clothes baby?
He pointed to the dresser.
Keenan: I washed them.
I kissed his lips.
Me: thanks.
I stood up and walked over to the dresser and saw my warm clothes I walked in to the bathroom and jumped in the shower. I slipped on my clothes and brushed my teeth and used Keenans deodorant and came back out.
Me: umm Keenan?
He turned to me.
Keenan: yeah baby?
Me: I know this is weird, but did you, ummm... Did you take my panties?
He smirked and pulled my lace pick underwear from behind him and dangled it infront of his face.
Keenan: I wanted to keep them, like my accomplishment. I was going to frame them and put them above the bed, so every time before we have sex you can look at them.
I jumped on top of him and tried to takd them back but he was so fucking strong! I laughed and kissed his lips.
Keenan: Will you be mine again?
I sighed. I can't rush into this.
Me: we shouldn't rush into this. I know we had sex last night, and I know you love me and I love you, I just really need to file for divorce and end it, before we work on us.
Keenan: I can be there for you for all of that. Just let me.
I nodded.
Me: I want you there as a friend. I can't have August trying to pull something over on me, and I know he will if he knows your around the kids.
Keenan: you need time.
Me: yeah. I just want to end this horrible life and make a fresh one for my babies. I can't just think about me anymore, I have to think about them first.
Keenan: I understand. I'll help you through this. I promise.
