Complicated // h.s.

twenty-seven

*Harry'sPOV*

I was pacing around my office trying to think. Iwas sure if I should go to Sawyer's wedding which was held in just a few hours.I thought if I saw her in then I would do something or say something drasticand ruin what is supposed to be the happiest day of her life.

Ava and Louis sat down with me the night beforetelling me the pros and cons of going. In my head, there weren't many pros, butin theirs they listed out several.

I cancelled every single meeting that I had justso I could actually think about goingto this wedding. I was already picturing her in a beautiful white dress withveil and beautiful brown eyes staring back at someone who wasn't me. Smiling atsomeone who wasn't me.

I ran my hands through my hair and took out thenow bent up and softened invitation. I looked over the invitation and then Isaw that the venue was in Orange County. If I actually decided to go to thewedding, then I would have to go minutes from now.

Then locked up all the things in my room, grabbedmy briefcase, and left my office. No one else was there. Only me. Ronspecifically top everyone to take the day off because of Sawyer's wedding. Ijust came here because I needed a distraction for little while. I knew thatspending a few hours in my office, my oasis, will distract momentarily. I evenplanned meetings which I ended up canceling because I couldn't go to meetingswhen the thought of Sawyer getting married was imprinted in my mind.

I got into my car and I drove towards OrangeCounty. I loosened up my tie and turned my music up so that I could find sometype of distraction as I drove to the place that I would regret going to.

When I did arrive, there were so many people therethat even if I did shout for her, she wouldn't hear me. I sat in the very backaway from the aisle so that she wouldn't see me. The church was annoyingly loudand I was about to leave because of the noise that was emitted through thebeautiful cathedral.

I got up from the bench and then was about to walkout until Keeton stepped out and music began to play. Everyone began to settledown and it was soon silent with only the music playing. I groaned and sat downas I glanced at my phone and read an email that had to do with a business deal.I had to convince myself not to answer it as I slipped my phone into my pocketand watched the dreadful ceremony before me.

The guy that I didn't recognize and Cara were thefirst to walk out with smiles on their faces and soon the others followed. Irecognized most of the bridesmaids and then there was Louis.

Then there was her. God, it was like the heavenshad opened when she walked down the aisle. She looked so beautiful with herhair swept to one side in deep curls and her long veil. I watched as she walkeddown the aisle gracefully with my father next to her and such a beautiful smileon her face. Her skin had the perfect glow to it. I was so lost in her beautythat it actually felt like she walking down the aisle to me.

But then it hit me. She wasn't walking down theaisle to me. She was walking down the aisle to Keeton. The burning of my eyesand the tightening of my chest was inevitable as I watched them smile at eachother. He whispered something in her ear and she giggled and smiled. Thatshould be me making her giggle and smile. I couldn't do that anymore even if Iwanted to. She was giving herself away to another man. She wasn't mine anymore.

After the realization, I stood up abruptly andmoved passed everyone and walked out of the cathedral doors. As I stepped intothe fresh air, I let air come back into my lungs and then I felt my heartpounding into my chest achingly as the visual of her in the wedding dresswalking to another man played in my mind.

She isn't mine. She isn't mine. She isn't mine.

But I didn't want to let her go.

*Sawyer'sPOV*