𝑻𝒉𝒆𝒊𝒓 𝒊𝒏𝒏𝒐𝒄𝒆𝒏𝒕 𝒔𝒊𝒔𝒕𝒆𝒓

ch-37 Hamza's truth

Aafiya's pov

I walked back inside the house after ayesha left just now. The living room was loud since everyone was present there except for hamza sir and mumma. I quitly went and sat beside zayan bhai who gave me a smile.

Mustafa- aaafiya, when is your college starting? Abbu asked sitting across me.

Aafiya- in a week abbu. I replied.

Mustafa- perfect then, you and hamza will go and come back together. He said and I felt my body go numb.

Aafiya- ji? (What) I asked and abbu looked at me confused.

Mustafa- you don't know?

Saad- hamza's new college is the same college where you study aafiya. He said with a sigh and the ground slipped beneath my feet.

That means, I have to tolerate him even at the college!? I already try my best to avoid him here, isn't that enough? Ya allah help!

Zayan- well, we thought you knew.

Aafiya- and who would tell me? I asked angrily.

Shayan- hamza is the one who told us. He said with a shrugg and now it all made sence to me, no wonder why hamza sir was grinning from a while now, as far as I noticed. But this is too much i can't let this happen.

Aafiya- abbu, can't we go in different cars. I asked hopefully and he shook his head.

Mustafa- there's no need for that beta when you both are going to the same place. He said making me anxious. Before I can speak aadil sir spoke up.

Aadil- well if she's saying that she want to go in a different car then what's the problem abbu, it's not like we don't have enough cars. He said and I thanked him in my mind.

Asra- you better listen to her. She said entering the room literally glaring at abbu.

Aaban- listen to her abbu. He said and abbu sighed.

Mustafa- aren't you all being biased.

Asra- no we are not. I mean I am not. She said and everyone scoffed at the same time making me smile.

Zayan- look who's speaking. He said and mumma glared at him.

Mustafa- why do you want to go seperately princess. He asked and I gulped.

Aafiya- i-i just don't want to, that's it. I said and left to my room upstairs. I don't care what they will think but I am afraid, I just can't live that thing again, that moment again.

I closed the door behind me but didn't locked it and sat on the bed. I took deep breaths for awhile and stared at my hands which were slightly shivering now. No- not the panick attack please.

Just when I thought I would slip into the attack, the door opened and shayan bhai entered. With hurried steps he came and engulfed me still standing.

Shayan- shh, take deep breaths princess. He said softly while I did as he said. Listen to my heart beats and everything will be alright. He said and I obeyed. I don't know how much time has passed but I was okay now, not fully but enough to get my sences back.

Aafiya- sorry. I said as shayan bhai offered me water.

Shayan- why sorry? He asked and I sighed.

Aafiya- I told you that I would not slip into it again, but I did. I said looking down.

Shayan- it's not your fault princess. I know how it works, it's just not in our hands. But as I promised, I was here with you. He said and I nodded.