MARRIAGE GONE WRONG!

"Like this"

"No..no..no how could I react that way?"

Jin hands shook as he stood behind the bathroom door,eyes still open wide in shock,the fact that he almost chocked iu to death made him scared of himself, nightmares are nothing new to him,they've became a part of him since...since he lost his parents,but then again what shocked him is the way he reacted this time.

The soft knock on the door made him took a step back,startled.thinking if he avoided her maybe the feeling of guilt will release him but the moment he heard iu's voice the guilt charged at him in full force,he promised to protect her,but he didn't.

"Seokjin...you know it's okey right?,come out let's talk"

Jin shook his head even tho iu couldn't see him,fearing that if he stepped out in this moment he might hurt her again.

When seokjin didn't answer iu sigh,she knew how seokjin was probably feeling in this moment, she was startled by what seokjin did,when she heard him yelling in the middle of the night she didn't think he'd choke her when she tried to wake him up but here they were,now they could only talk it out,turning around and leaning against the closed door iu mumble."I don't know if you want to hear this....but I know how you feel"

Jin hearing that froze for a moment before looking at the closed door."y-you do?"the sound of jin trembling voice made iu smile a little before she was nodding her head."yeah I do,I used to have nightmares too"jin blinked softly."oh....I didn't know that"he said earning a humm from iu."another thing you don't know about me is that I wasn't always like this,I wasn't always mean,selfish and controlling "

"Oh so you're self aware" jin said with a soft smile earning a scoff from iu."yeah...I was once nice,learned it from my dad"a sad smile formed on iu's face."we've had the strongest bound,no matter how busy life got he was always there for me,spoiling me-almost too much"she chuckle softly,the memories igniting a flicker of happiness inside of her."unlike my mother"and just like that the smile disappeared from her face."she wanted a boy,a son that could carry on her legacy,but the world is too cruel isn't it?after me she couldn't have kids anymore, she hated me,cursed and yell at me at every chance she got,she was never there,never protected me,never loved me but I didn't care,I had my dad who cared so much I didn't even need my mothers love"at this point iu had tears pouring out of his eyes,it was the first time she got to pour out her heart like this.

"But like always....the world is too cruel,I lost my dad when I was 9 and after that everything fell apart...my mother's hate towards me got stronger,I had no one to turn to,no one to call my own,I used to have nightmares every night,I was so scared...but then...then came yoongi,my savior... He came into my life like a...like a breath of fresh air you know?,he was always there for me,with him I had hope,I had love again and the nightmares also stopped..I guess that's why I fell for him so fast....but then came Jung hoseok,I'm not gonna talk about that part so." Iu took a deep breath remembering this was about seokjin and not her."so in conclusion,it's okey to have nightmares, no need to hide hmm?"

It was silent for a few minutes before jin finally opened the door.

He stared at iu not knowing what to do.

"I'm...I'm so sorry iu,I'm suppose to protect you but I..."

"It's okey seokjin...it really is" iu smiled softly at jin who's heart instantly melted.

Iu turned to leave but jin quickly pulled her into a hug,iu froze for a moment before she slowly hugged seokjin back.

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There was a knock on the door,opening it,yoongi retrieve the suit he had ordered earlier for his and hoseoks date,yes they're going on a date.

Yoongi smile as he stare at the suit in his hand,he was so happy to finally take hoseok on a proper date after all that happened between them,he had a limousine ready for them,booked the most expensive restaurant he could find in new York,he wanted hoseok to have the best experience as possible, he was so happy to be part of hoseok life.