Struggles

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          For the past few months, I just can' help but grieve over my mom. Just another innocent that got killed. I cant help but miss her. Like I still cant believe Matt, Would do this. I have mostly just been in my room.  Still Not knowing what to do. I still know I should have moved on by now but I cant help it, like why can matt just not die, he killed her and put Michael in a comma for a few days. Sorry I mean 5 days! But Anna is doing better at least she is, I have been going to counseling sense I have became suicidal. But im just glad Anna is in school and Mrs. Peterson is helping me now.

             But at least I have Derik, And he knows what's best, Plus he's amazing.  Than I heard something and I looked down and saw who texted me and a smile brightened me. With his simple Words.


Date Tonight, You know the deal, 3 days this time


               Did I mention that I practically live at his house, But Mrs. Peterson Doesn't mind innless I don't go to school than she does, But even though I am a little happy with Derik, I still know that he's only temporary, But at the end of the day I have to stop being selfish and remember I have to be there for Anna. I mean, I only have a few days left before me and Michael meet up.

           We have been planning on going to his house every once in awhile. Because instead of using his money for College like he was supposed to he went and bought a house, and he only recently got a job. But his job pays like 300$ a week, so we should be good and than in a few months I can get a job to help out. But sense im only 15 I just gave him my money. So We are running out of options          

        Right Now it was already,  6:30pm so I needed to get ready, But I than realized that I for got to text him back, oups!


Okay I will be ready, Cant wait to see you!

So I just got ready, than I heard Anna come into my room. "Anna, Look I  am going to go to Derik's for awhile, remember my phone and I will be back in a few days to go see Michael"

"OKAY"

and that was that before I went to go see him, the love of my life. I just know im going to  call her. Every sense mom died because of that bastard I couldn't help but become motherly and overly protective over her. But hopefully with this therapist it will help even though I really don't like him. But I guess life moves on even when u don't want it to. But like people to tell  me I just need to grow up. I know my life is sad and pathetic. But who cares.



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