Crazy Affection 21+| KTH (complete)

Chapter 82

[Jungkook]

With a yellow note in my hand, I stared at the old metal door stand in front of me. I looked down at note again to make sure I was at the right place. 

This area looks very unsafe for a girl to live; does she live here alone? 

Shoving the paper back into my pocket I reached to press the doorbell but realized that the bell doesn't work even if I pushed it multiple times, so knocked the door instead. After few knocks the door did finally open only to revel an old man most likely in his 60s staring at me with confusion.  

I was confused as well, "Uhm I'm sorry but does the girl named Sarang lives here?" The man gently shook her head. 

"No son. I shifted here last week." He replied, "Maybe she did live. Was she your girlfriend?" He asked bluntly. I was taken aback but immediately denied. 

"No no! That's not it." I fumbled which made him sneaker. 

"Come in if you want, I have few things that can help you." He steps aside inviting me inside. I was hesitant but he looked harmless and kind enough for me to take his offer. As I entered the small hallway, I could smell the faint smell of smoke. He led me toward his small hall that was lite with a small yellow light. 

"Sit, I'll be right back." He said as he disappeared into another dark room. I sat down a chair waiting. The old man came back with a small box. He sat down on the only other chair that was empty and handed me the box. 

"This belonged to the pervious tenant. She must be in a hurry to leave it all behind now that you're here I think you're the right person to give these back to her." He said as he pushed the box into my hands. I looked down in the box, there were few random things and a few notebooks but the thing that caught my eyes was a small photo frame. There was a little girl and an old lady both smiling at the camera, in an instant I recognized the face, it was her. 

"I hope you give them back to her once you find her." The old man said with a tender smile I just nodded my head. 

Sitting in my car I stared at the photo of the little girl who had an adorable smile on her face and shine in her eyes which was missing the night I first met her. Where do I find her now? how do I apologies to her? 

"Sarang" 

As I was almost drowning in my thoughts my eyes fell on my watch, 11:00 am. My eyes went wide as I realized I was running late I shoved the photo on the passenger seat and drove off to the airport. I can't be late today. 

[Y/N] 

"So, we are almost there?" I asked Jimin as I could even bother to look where we were. I was waiting, my flight was in hour and half. 

"Yeah, just there."  He replied as he drove the car. "Do you think he'll come?" He asked and my heart almost shank because that's what I fear too. What if he doesn't come? am I even allowed to feel upset about that after the decision I took without even asking him. 

"Even if he doesn't, I'll have to just accept it. That's what I have decided after all." I replied even though deep down I want him to and hold me back, but I obviously can't word that out. 

I sensed his gaze on me, but I wouldn't dare to look up. The car stopped but my heart started racing I looked out and the I was here; my eyes started to sting all of sudden, my breathe quicken and my heated raced harder. 

Jimin tapped on my shoulder, "Are you sure, Y/n?" His voice was filled with concern. I inhaled deeply pushing the tears back and turned to look at me.  

"This is for the best." I said as I forced myself to give him a small smile, but I failed a tear fill from my eyes. Jimin immediately pulled me into a warm hug and honestly, I wanted to break down and weep, but I know am not supposed to cry. 

After a moment I pulled myself away from him and gave him a smile, "I'm okay." my voice was weak which contradicted my words. Jimin opened his mouth to say something but then held himself back and just nodded his head. 

"Let's go." Grabbing my handbag, I got out of the car. Jimin followed after towards the gate. I turned to my eyes naturally scanned the surroundings just to get a glims of that face, but I was disappointed when I didn't. But another face, a familiar face. A face I grew up looking at; Jungkook. 

"Y/n." 

His voice was butter soft as he dashed towards me and pulled me into his embrace. I was shocked for a good moment, but I hugged him back as a smile made its way on to my face. Something in me healed at that moment and I know he felt the same, we are finally past our dark times. I hugged him tight and let myself relax for a moment; he held me like he was trying to let go of me and when he finally did let me go, I saw his face and he was looked calm.

I smiled at his face, I know. He is finally ready to move on. "Jungkook, so good to see you." I was actually happy to see him and also the fact that I know he has decided to move on.   

He sneakered, "So you stole my idea?" he said, "Moving away for a change?" He joked and it made me laugh as well because he was correct, it was his idea to start fresh, and I realized that's what I wanted all along. 

"Thanks for that." 

He patted my head gently, "So where to?" He asked, I hadn't told anyone where I was going, and I was going to tell only one person and that not Jungkook, so I smiled, shrugging my shoulder I looked around again and then at my watch. 

"Is he not coming?" Jungkook asked and my thumped hard and then sank down out in fear. 

I inhaled deeply, "That's okay, I understand his choice not to show up after all he has every right to be mad at me." I gulped hard trying not to cry and forced a smile. He nodded his head knowing what I meant, "Okay I have to get going, it almost boarding time." I could hear the boarding announcement going in the background. Jimin passed me my luggage and gave a hug as well, I smiled at both of them and finally turned around. 

As soon I turned around I felt my neck closing up and my eyes filling with tears. I wanted to turn around and look for him one last time but if I did, I wouldn't be able to leave at all and before I knew I was sitting in my seat. 

"Ladies and gentlemen please fasten your seatbelt as we are ready to leave, please put your cellphone in areophane mode..." I rested my eyes one the seat and shut my eyes close when my phone ringed. I picked it up and my eyes went wide as I saw the caller id. 

 I answered the call before my head could think, my eyes pooled with tears and my throat choked up as I pushed myself to utter a sound, "Tae?" 

"Please... don't go." 

-To be continued