[ "What if I found a way to express myself without ever having to actually talk?
What if I could share my thoughts without ever having to speak them?" ]
Sakina Resilense always seems to have so much to say, but never seems to be able to find the co...
"I have so much I want to say to you and yet nothing to say at all."
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I started reading this book the other day, and like most things, I'm reminded all too easily of the memories you were once apart of.
. it frustrates me .
I wish I never had to feel all the pain I do, and yet, the pain is all I have left of you.
I try to keep myself distracted with work, but that doesn't always work.
I know if I don't keep trying, if I let myself shed, a single measly tear, grenades of emotions that I've tried to keep contained, will blow up.
Not that I haven't walked through a minefield of events already, to last me a lifetime.
That's why I'm writing to you instead, to get my feelings out, I know keeping emotions bottled up, isn't healthy.
But I also know that if I don't stay busy, and give myself a break, like so many of my teachers tell me to, the feelings I have will inevitably eat me up inside.
I'll end up becoming
a walking skeleton, twisted inside out.
___________________________________________________________ //I'd like to dedicate this chapter to Maoiel , because without her i would've given up on writing a long, long time ago. Thank you for being one of my biggest inspirations and supporters and for believing that I was capable even when I felt most unable. 💕//
