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It's almost midnight.

Half
an
hour
to be exact.

I need

to write

my thoughts down

before they

escape

like always.

Five minutes past 12am...

It's so

ridiculously

impossible

trying to retain

a thought

longer than a few seconds

when you

suddenly think

of an idea

that has

so many different possibilities.

Which is why

I decided

to write down

the idea

in one word,

so I don't forget.

my fingers

grip the pen

tightly

in excitement.

"This is it,"

I whisper.

But before

my mind

can catch up

with my hands,

my fingers

have already

taken control.

Suddenly

they're flying

across

the blank white sheet

in front of me,

creating sentences

in beautifully chaotic

yet synced movements

with my thoughts.

I can feel

the adrenaline

pumping

through my veins.

I'm

on the brink

of discovering

something!

Instead

of saving

my thoughts

to drafts,

What if

I published them

on Wattpad..?

then
I
Could
express
what I wanted
to say
without
having to physically
speak.

Even if

nobody reads

what I have to say.

Maybe today

I can stop
trying
to overthink

all the possibilities

of things going wrong.

Maybe today
is the day
I can start

writing
for me again,

and think about
all the things
that can go right.

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This first post, I'd like to dedicate to the beautiful person who recommended I read the book 'Maybe Someday' by Coleen Hoover. You've played such a major role dealing with my writers block, and without you I may never have found the courage and inspiration to start writing again, so I just wanted to thank you from the bottom of my heart <3

Ps: beware, my writing may be a little rusty in the beginning, since I haven't written properly in a while but please bear with me okay? I'm hoping I improve as I ease further and further into the book. But mistakes and errors will occur, so again, please be patient and do let me know if I do slip up bc constructive criticism is always helpful xo

Lots of love,
~Haych

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