It's almost midnight.
Half
an
hour
to be exact.
I need
to write
my thoughts down
before they
escape
like always.
Five minutes past 12am...
It's so
ridiculously
impossible
trying to retain
a thought
longer than a few seconds
when you
suddenly think
of an idea
that has
so many different possibilities.
Which is why
I decided
to write down
the idea
in one word,
so I don't forget.
my fingers
grip the pen
tightly
in excitement.
"This is it,"
I whisper.
But before
my mind
can catch up
with my hands,
my fingers
have already
taken control.
Suddenly
they're flying
across
the blank white sheet
in front of me,
creating sentences
in beautifully chaotic
yet synced movements
with my thoughts.
I can feel
the adrenaline
pumping
through my veins.
I'm
on the brink
of discovering
something!
Instead
of saving
my thoughts
to drafts,
What if
I published them
on Wattpad..?
then
I
Could
express
what I wanted
to say
without
having to physically
speak.
Even if
nobody reads
what I have to say.
Maybe today
I can stop
trying
to overthink
all the possibilities
of things going wrong.
Maybe today
is the day
I can start
writing
for me again,
and think about
all the things
that can go right.
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This first post, I'd like to dedicate to the beautiful person who recommended I read the book 'Maybe Someday' by Coleen Hoover. You've played such a major role dealing with my writers block, and without you I may never have found the courage and inspiration to start writing again, so I just wanted to thank you from the bottom of my heart <3
Ps: beware, my writing may be a little rusty in the beginning, since I haven't written properly in a while but please bear with me okay? I'm hoping I improve as I ease further and further into the book. But mistakes and errors will occur, so again, please be patient and do let me know if I do slip up bc constructive criticism is always helpful xo
Lots of love,
~Haych
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drafted thoughts (30 Days Challenge/CPN)
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