Love You More Than I Can Ever Scream- Sequel to Janxx Mpreg

Chapter 13

CC POV- 

I am currently sat in the waiting room at the hospital with my hands covering my eyes. I couldn't get the image out of my head. Just seeing him like that hurt so fucking much. 

After I had found him, I called an ambulance immediately then waiting for them to arrive while holding Jake in my arms. Once they had taken him away, I took Legacy over to Andy's apartment before going straight to the hospital. 

I hated myself so much right now. Why couldn't I see how much pain he was in? Why didn't I go to check on him once I got home? How long has he felt like this? 

It's all my fault. I've been a terrible lover to him...

I felt tears building up in my eyes again. I took a deep breath then grabbed my IPod from my pocket and let some gentle music pull me from all these horrible thoughts.

After what seemed like an eternity, a nurse entered the waiting room and stood in front of me.

"Christian Coma?" She asked and I nodded in reply as I stood up. "He's in a stable condition, we'll be keeping him here over night and a counsellor will be by tomorrow morning for a chat with him" 

I wasn't really listening, my head was in a pretty dark place. I was just so freaking worried. "Okay, Can I see him please?" I whispered in a shaky voice.

She gave me a gentle smile then began walking towards the door and motioned for me to follow her. 

A few minutes of walking through a number of long hallways, we arrived outside a room and I instantly felt nervous. Once the nurse had began walking away, I decided to enter the room.

Jake was laying down asleep in the hospital bed with a needle in his arm and his shirt was removed, showing off the small bump of his stomach. 

I ran over to him and took hold of his hand gently. I'm glad he's alive, but did he want to die? I don't know. I really hope that wasn't his intention. 

I was completely crushed. If Jake had died then our baby would have died. I felt like utter shit. I wanted to be mad at him, but I couldn't. He means everything to me and if I lost him.. I don't know what I would do.

He slowly opened his eyes and I felt my heart skip a beat. 

"Jake.. Thank god. You're okay.." I said as I sat down on the bed, still holding his hand.

"CC.. What happened? Where the hell am I?" He quickly looked around almost in a panic, but seemed to calm down after a few minutes. 

"You tell me what happened.." I whispered back quietly and watched as his eyes filled with tears.

"I-I'm so sorry.. I know it looks bad.. but I wasn't trying to.." he started crying at that point. I could tell he was hurt.

I moved closer and held him tightly for a little while until he'd calmed down.

"Why didn't you tell me that you wasn't happy?" I asked as I looked into those sad brown eyes of his.

"I'm really sorry.. Please forgive me.." he mumbled before resting his head against my chest. 

"Jake, Promise me that if you're ever having a bad day, you let me know right away. Even if we're in the middle of a concert or during sex or when I'm on the toilet. You just let me know" 

I saw a small smile appearing on his face before he let out a cute little chuckle.

"CC, You mean everything to me and I haven't really thanked you properly for all you've done for me" he whispered and squeezed my hand.

"Aw that's alright man. I'm happy to help" I gave him a large smile before running a hand through his soft black hair.

"I don't know if I've said this yet.. probably because we're not really dating or anything but.. I love you.." 

That shocked me a bit. I didn't expect him to say anything like that. 

"I love you too" I buried my hand in his hair then pulled him closer into a deep kiss.

It was a long and passionate kiss. Definitely the best one we've shared so far.

A few minutes later, I was laying beside Jake with my arm wrapped around his shoulders while he had his head resting against my chest. 

He's the best thing that's ever happened to me. I'm determined to keep him happy. Now and forever. He deserves happiness after all.

He was sleeping peacefully on me at this point, his chest rising and falling every so often. He had my favourite black hoodie on since he was cold and we had the blankets covering us.

This isn't exactly what I had planned for this evening, but at least I know that Jake is happy and I'm officially dating him now. 

I promise to take care of him, Legacy and this new baby. No matter what. They're my family now. 

I smiled to myself then gently kissed Jake's forehead before drifting off to sleep minutes later.

|| This chapter was short and sweet I think :3 

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