Love You More Than I Can Ever Scream- Sequel to Janxx Mpreg

Chapter 33

Jake POV - 

I opened my eyes slowly and I was standing in a completely white place. It wasn't a room, but it didn't look like I was outside either. I moved my hand to my stomach, only to find it was completely flat.

That's right.. I just gave birth to my son. Where is everyone? Where am I?

I realised I was wearing a white tank top and a white pair of skinny jeans. This isn't what I was wearing a few moments ago.

"CC?!?!" I yelled, hoping for some kind of reply. What's going on? 

I was really starting to panic. There was nothing around. Just white nothingness. 

Wait! I remember holding CC's hand then everything went black. Am I dead?

Tears rolled down my cheeks. No, it can't be! 

I'll never get to see Legacy again.. or my baby boy... or the guys... No I don't want to die! There's so much I wanted to do! I can't leave them all behind! 

What about CC? I bet he's absolutely crushed right now.. just like when I lost Jinxx.. Fuck! I never wanted anyone to go through that ever! 

I fell to my knees, punching the ground below me. I was so angry. I've put CC in the worst possible place. I never wanted him to get hurt. 

Suddenly I felt a hand on my shoulder. It made me jump up and spin around to see what it was. 

If my heart was beating, I'm sure it would have stopped after what I was seeing in front of me. 

Jinxx. 

He was standing in front of me with a smile on his face and tears on the brink of his beautiful blue eyes.

This can't be real. 

He was wearing a long sleeved white shirt with ripped white skinny jeans. He looked as beautiful as the last time I saw him. The 'mother' of my child. The love of my life. This must be real. Unless my mind is playing a horrible trick on me.

"Jake, I've missed you"

I started crying after that. I felt his thin arms wrap around my shoulders. I forgot how good it felt. 

"I-I missed you too.. more than anything" I mumbled and wrapped my arms around his thin waist. 

We stayed like that for a long time, just holding each other and whispering 'I love you' back and forth. After a little while, I pulled back slowly to look at his face, he looked upset. 

"Jake.. You have to leave soon" he whispered, letting a few tears fall.

"W-What do you mean?" I asked, placing my hands on his cheeks, wiping away the tears. 

"It's not your time.. You have to go back" 

I shook my head and held him close to my chest again, "No! I'm not leaving you here alone!" 

"I've been here for a long time, I'm not alone, I promise. But CC will be alone... He needs you, Jake.. but it's not just him. Legacy and your baby boy needs you too" he whispered, pulling away from me and taking my hands in his. 

He's right. I hated being alone after losing Jinxx. Luckily CC was always there to help me out.  But he doesn't have anyone. Andy and Ashley will be busy with their baby. I have to go back. 

I nodded slowly and hugged Jinxx again, "I'll always love you" I told him before eventually letting him go. 

"And I will always love you more than you can imagine" he smiled then placed his hands on my cheeks and kissed me softly. 

Goodbye, Jinxx. I'll see you soon. 

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There was a flash of light. 

I opened my eyes again and I was laying in a hospital bed with a breathing mask on and doctors crowding around me. 

I'm alive. 

|| Everyone still hate me? Haha

Might actually write another Janxx story after this is over :3 

I loved writing this chapter ♡

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