British Blue Eyes

•Fatty And Friendless•

Eryn

I was exhausted after last night it was crazy. First if all I was a tiny bit drunk, the Brooklyn kissed me got into a fight withy boyfriend and now my boyfriend is leaving for Australia; can you blame me for being exhausted?

I showered as usual and applied make up and lightly curled my hair. I changed into a bikini and put on some clothes over the top.

I didn't eat because I didn't want to look bloated but I knew when I get home I'm soooo gonna pig out.

I slipped on my shoes and headed to the audition with my mum.

I sat in the waiting room and I was the youngest there by far it was like Victoria's Secret all over again.

"Number 19 Eryn Lampard" I smiled and walked to the room.

"Aw Eryn how lovely to see you auditioning for us, it's not everyday we have a supermodel here" the women behind the panel beamed.

"Oh thank you it's a pleasure
to be here" I smiled

"Were going to ask you a few questions not like an interview just to get to know you" I nodded

"So what do you do in your spare time?"

"I enjoy hanging out with my friends, going to the gym and cheerleading for my school" they nodded.

"How do you prepare for a fashion show?"

"I don't usually go on a diet, I prefer to eat whatever whenever I want and burn it off by an intense workout about 4 times a week"

After about 10 more questions they asked me to get into my bikini and walk like I was in a catwalk.

"Have you eaten before you came?" The lady at the end finally spoke up. She had a slim figure and her features were extremely defined.

"No" I answered.

"Well why do you look bloated?" My mind went blank I didn't know how to answer that. "Or are you just fat?" My face started to tighten and I began to feel insecure.

"You're finished goodbye" she said finally.

I grabbed my clothes and left the room to the toilet were I changed and I cried. I met my mum in the car and we drove home in silence.

When I got home I went upstairs and showered. I stared at myself in the mirror and I did look bloated. I did look fat. She was right.

I changed and checked my phone. I text my friends asking if they wanted to hang out but they couldn't.

Naomi was going her nan
Summer was with Danny
April was with her mum shopping
Jasmine was babysitting her little brother.

I decided to go for a ride in the beachfront on my penny. I put on some shorts a plain white tee a flannel around my waist and my white nike trainers and my bikini underneath.

I skated down to the beachfront and saw a group of about 12/13 teenagers enjoying the sun and eachothers company. I rolled my eyes at the fact I was not hanging out with my friends.

One if the girls who had black hair flicked her hair behind her back and leaned in to kiss a boy who's hair was brown and was quiffed. I walked down the beach and took off my clothes and went for a swim.

I was swimming under water when I saw someone swimming towards me. It was Brooklyn. I quickly splashed up to the water Surface.

"What are you doing here?" I asked.

"Out with everybody I thought you were busy" he said motioning to the group of teenagers who were my friends. I can't believe them.

"I had a change of plan" I falsely smiled. "I better be going" I said he nodded and I just walked away grabbed my stuff and left.

When I got home I cried again. What's happening everything's going wrong. My boyfriend left, my friends don't like me and are ditching me for Karla and I'm fat.