I Am The Lost

Father

It's been three months at the DWMA and I've enjoyed it. Everyone was fun and I've definitely gotten used to Black Star going on about himself. He's got a huge ego.

Crona and I have become best friends along with everyone else in the gang. He can actually talk to me without having to worry about being scared. I think it comes with both of us having black blood. His swords named Ragnarok. Ragnarok isn't very nice, but he's just trying to be a show off.

Crona and I have alot in common. We've actually agreed to be brother and sister. You know unbiological ones. Everyone thinks it's so cool because we really could be brother and sister. We both like the idea too.

It's Sunday so we all desided to go to the park.

"Hey lets play some basketball," Soul said walking up to Kid, Liz, Patty, Crona, and I. Maka was behind him with a book.

"That's a great idea," Kid agreed.

"Yo!" Black Star yelled waving at us. "Your not starting with out me, right?"

"Hi guys," Tsubaki smiled.

"Well... I've never played basketball before," I confessed.

"What!? No way!" Patty freaked.

"Yeah dude. Even Crona knows how to play," Soul said pointing to Crona.

"Maka CHOP!!" Maka yelled slamming her book on Soul's head. "If Blake doesn't know how to play then she can sit with me and keep me company," she stated.

"It's okay Maka. I want to try," I told her.

"Yeah. And your playing too," Soul said grabbing her wrist.

"No I'm not," she argued.

"Come on Maka please," I begged.

"Agh. Fine," she sighed giving in. I smiled in content.

We played basket ball for probably two hours. It's so much fun! I'd never played a sport in my life, and I finally got to! We all had so much fun.

"Hey. Do all you guys want to come over for dinner?" Kid asked everyone.

"Yeah that sounds great!" Maka said.

"Black Star can always go for Kids cooking," Black Star stated pointing to himself.

"I'll come," Crona said shyly.

"Great!" I cheered throwing an arm around Crona's neck and smiling.

"Lets go then," Kid said waving everyone to follow.

We ate dinner and then sat in the living room to just talk. We had a nice conversation going till everyone went silent.

"So Blake," Maka said breaking the silence. "I'm sorry about your father," she said hanging her head in shame.

"Don't worry about it Maka! Really! To tell you the truth it was painful while you were cutting him and everything but I managed. And to tell you the truth you didn't kill him," I said. Everyone just stared ar me confused.

"What do you mean by 'it was painful... but I managed?" Kid asked.

"What do you mean I didn't kill him?" Maka asked.

"Well you see... I'm connected to my father but I'm not at the same time. When I was younger I'd found a way to always be able to see his wavelength and his sanity level. In doing so though, everytime he was hurt or going mad I could feel what he was doing or feel very wound he got. Like when Lord Death put him in his own skin. Man, that hurt like hell. I couldn't sleep for days because the pain. My body just couldn't take it," I explained.
"And for your question Maka. You didn't kill him. He let you kill him. My father had enough sanity left to be able to stay in control at the last moments of his life. He wanted to die. When I was younger he made me promise that on his last bridge of sanity I'd kill him so that no one would die. I kept him sane for those few years but when I was taken away his madness got stronger , and it all went down hill from there." Everyone couldn't believe what I'd just told them.