I shouldn't love you

Rock1

!$Bad dream!

"Hey babe, wazzup" I greeted her, but she just rolled her eyes on me. "Ow, is that how the way you say hello to your boyfriend?"

"Let's go" she just passed me by. "Hey babe wait, what's the problem?" She just look at me with a blank expression. Wew i must be scared right now

On our way to the river side she talked "where are we going?" I just smiled at her "what the f*ck!" Then she slap me, I stop the car and stare at her.

"What the f*ck is your problem!" I shouted her but she just look away "babe I'm sorry I was just shock"

"Well me too, I was really shock when I find out that my bestfriend is your fuck buddy"

My heart almost stop beating when I heard and analyzed every word that she said.

"Babe what are you talking about--" she slap me once again

"F*ck you clarence! I trusted you! I trusted you!" And then she cried, she cried out loud.

What the hell did I do! What the hell! "Babe let me explain"

"Will you just drop me home" I stare at her for a minute "please drop me home"

I slowly drive to her home, when I stop the car she run out, but I'm fast and I catch her arm
"Bea let me explain"

"For what? To tell me some lies? Again?" I was just looking at her lovely face "I thought you trust me?"

"I did, but what the hell did you do!" I looked down. "Bea I Love You"

She stare at my face, slowly walking towards me, she hold my face and slowly saying "I don't Love you anymore"

And that's it, she turn around and move to their house. What the hell just happened?

I drive fast, as fast as I can! Her face is flashing in my mind, her lovely face, her genuine smile, her soft voice. "Jesus I can't lose her, please I can't" and everything went black

"Clarence wake up!! Wake up!!" I open my eyes as the sun touching my face "breakfast in bed honey" I just look at her, she has also a lovely face.

"Honey don't look at me that way" why? "I'm getting conscious here"

"Babe i was just--" I stop talking when I realize I called her babe "I'm sorry--"

"No it's okay, what are you trying to say ?" I seat properly and look at her "lina I think we should end this thing beca--"

"No!" She spoke loud and clear, as I look at her, her eyes is full of anger and sadness "I won't let you be with her without me"

"Lina you know how much I love her"
"And you know how much I love you clarence" I look at her seriously

"Then I guess I'll just go without your permission" she smrik at me and look directly into my eyes "go try it, then I will tell her everything"

"Are you blackmailing me?" She cross her arms over her chest "maybe" then she walk away.

I drive slowly as I passed by bea's house "I sigh heavily god, I'm such a jerk"

I park my car out in front of my pool area, and go straight to my house

"Mom I'm home" I shouted "ow darling come here I cook your favorite" I sat down and look to my mothers face

"Okay, son speak" confused registered to my face "what do you want? Tell me or I will guess it"

I sigh three times "mom if daddy lied to you, will you be angry at him?" I ask obviously knowing the answer "maybe no, if the lies he did is for my sake maybe I can understand"

"Then what if daddy lied about cheating issue" mom looked into my eyes "look son, if you don't love bea anymore, let her go."

I looked mom confused "what are you saying mom?"
"I know son that there's something bothering you, I can see how much you love bea but I can also see the way you look to lina. Their best of friend, don't be the reason for their friendship ruined"

I went up stairs and let my body fall into my bed.

I've got your picture in my wallet land your phone number to call it
I get my phone and answer it

"Hello"
"Hey babe good morning" My face was shock as in shock like a saw a shark
"Babe? Are you still there?"
"Oh babe I'm sorry I was spacing out"
"Why? Is there something wrong?"
I was calculating if I will tell her or not
"*Sigh"
"Oh babe what ever is that lets talk about it over dinner, I'll prepare okay? 7pm see you love you bye
"Love you too babe"

I put my phone down but still I'm staring on my wallpaper it was me and bea when we went to the mountain for our 1st anniversary

Beep! Beep! Beep!

"Hi mrs. Smith is clarence already home?"

"Yes he is why?"

"We'll just catch up with him, is that okay with you?"

"Of course it is, wait I'll just go and get him out of his bed"

I heard my mother climbing the stairs "mom okay I'm going"

"Good" then I heard her again going down the stairs.

"Hey man!"
"Hey dude" as I answer without any emotion I feel so tired
"Oh looks like your tired? Why? What happen last night with lina?" I look benj then answer his question "actually it's really pretty cool to be with her, she's hot with a captila S E X Y"

"What did you do?" Benj ask this is my pervert bestfriend "well the usual, she prepared dinner for us, prepared a special number, that really makes a guy hard"

"Hooooo!!! Hot!" They say in chorus "HAHA now lets go, you jealous creatures"

(This chapter is dedicated to mercimerSaranghae )