I shouldn't love you

Rock4

I arrange my paper because I'll go back to my old school to be with lina and my friends of course. I'll already get my credentials and ready to go, when someone called my name.

"Clarence" i know who owns the voice i turn back and look at her. "Why are you doing this?" I just look at her and walk away.

As long as I see her, I cant stop caring about her. Lina ask me to go to mall to buy new dress for her aunt wedding day.

Lina and my finger is intertwine while we're walking, as we goes by someone grab my arms and slap me hard.

"How dare you do this to me clarence! I trusted you" she cry while she say those things. I didn't speak I just let her hurt me but suddenly lina speak "stop! Don't you dare hurt him"

"I'm not talking to you bitch!" Lina hold her chest like she was physically hurt "wow look who's talking, HAHAHA" bea stare at her full of anger

"Clarence did you break up with me because of her?" I was ready to say something when lina talk "no" i look at lina "then why are you together holding each others hand?"

Lina looks guilty "best let me explain" bea slap lina, it made me shock and shouted bea "stop you bitch! Don't you dare hurt my girlfriend"

I see bea's reaction and makes me regret what I've just said. "What did you just call me? Huh mr. Smith?"

It's too formal to heard my surname from her. I hold her arms to explain but she slap me, and look toward to lina "hey bitch, tell me, what's going on between you and my boyfriend!"

Lina laugh sarcastically "excuse me! EX boyfriend correction" then line cross her arms around her chest "actually we f*ck every single day even you'r still together--" i didn't let lina finish her sentence and grab her arms.

"What the hell are you doing lina" she just look at me "she have to know the truth!" Then lina move forward to face bea "hey pathetic bitch I'm proudly say I'm a fuck buddy of clarence, you're EX BOYFRIEND"

I hold my temple for frustration, I hold lina's hand and say "hon let's go, you're aunt is waiting for us." As I turn my back at her she grab my arms that holding lina's hand. "You'll regret this thing smith! I promise you'll pay for this with that bitch!"

And she run out fast. "The show is done, may you all please live us alone!" Lina shouted to the people that watching us.

I drop lina on thier house without speaking any single word, when I stop the car she speak before going out "if you'll be mad at me, just because for what I did I'm sorry, I just can't let her hurt you, special in front of me"

I look at her and said "thank you but no thanks" then she go inside of her house, i drop by to bea's house i knock but no one is responding.

"Bea I'm sorry, I really really sorry, please forgive me" I shouted out of her house. "Stop attention seeker" her voice is coming from my back, i turn around and see her face with her red nose and she's sniffing.

"Oh babe" I suppose to touch her but she slap me fast "get out! I don't wanna see your face ever again! You jerk! Playboy! Heartbreaker stone hearted human being! Stay away from me, get out of my life! Go with that bitch! Cause actually you look good together, a trash and a garbage collector.
Pretty cool huh!"

Then she went to her house closing her door very loud. I'm really a hopeless case.

Laying down to my bed and staring to our old pictures is slowly killing me inside.

I got your picture in my wallet

Lina's name flash to my phone screen

"Hello" i say when i pick up the phone. "Hi i just want to know if your okay now?" I sigh "yeah I am, got to go, time for dinner bye"

After that day i didn't see bea anymore, one of her blackmate told me that she go to london with her father, they say that bea is getting married there.

It seems like there's no point on waiting so, I'll just work my relationship to lina.

I knock to lina's door as she open "flowers for you honey" i gave her the flower while smiling at her. "Oww how sweet my dear"

We seat on a coach "by the way hon, I'll pick you up tomorrow okay?" She look at me "why?"

"I'll fetch you we'll go to school together okay?"

"Okay hon" she said while smiling

Beep! Beep! Beep!
"Hey hon" i smile to her as she got inside my car "are you ready for your first day?" I smile at her as I answer "yeah"

I drive through my car and park, beside benj car. "Wow!!! Look who's here, clarence dude welcome back"

"Yeah man, I though I have welcome party over here?" Benj laugh "we suppose to do a welcome party for you, but your girlfriend lina didn't allow us, because she know that we'll drink"

I look at lina and she just smile at me. "That's fine, my girlfriend is just protective if it's come with me"

I see benj smile but, I can sense there's something wrong with it.

Benj POV
I'm clarence bestfriend, but actually he call me as his pervert bestfriend what a guy...

As I seeing my bestfriend happy with my co bestfriend lina, of course I'm too, but I know that he doesn't love lina, I can say it cause I can see it, clarence is my bestfriend since elementary that's why I know him deeply...

I know that his in love with someone else, that's why I'm confuse why he go out with lina, i know clarence very much and i know that his relationship with lina is such a big wrong idea.

Honestly speaking, I love lina, and I don't wanna see her hurt, but if I'll tell to clarence I'm sure hell be disappointed because I know that his in touch with lina.