I shouldn't love you

Rock10

I drive to the river side with my heart beat fast... I go down to my car and saw bea sitting on the sand, I walk towards her. When she felt my presence, she turn her head to me and smile she stand and walk toward me, where 3 meters  away, just a guess.

"Clarence you came"

"What do you want to talk about?"

"I want you to call off the wedding"

"And why?"

"Coz I want too"

"Becasue you want too? Wow bea, when I'm talking to you, your so cold to me, you show me how much you love clifford, you kiss him in frintnof my face, you've been so hard to me, and now you want me to leave lina"

"What do you expect from me clarence? To be good to you? After the things that you've done? "

"I tried to explain, but what did you do to me? You blow me away!"

"Clarence do you love her?"

"Yes"

"Do you still love me?"
I look bea's face, this is the girl that I've been waiting for so long, now she's back...

"I never stop loving you from the very star--" I didn't finish my sentence, when bea kiss me so hard... I response to her, and kiss her back... We made love, we share, we became one.

I woke up to my car, bea is no longer with me but she left a note saying. "Thanks for last night I Love you clarence, be with me, run away with me".

My phone rang, and I answer without looking to the caller.

"Hey hon, where are you? You didn't come home, where did you sleep?"

"Ahm-- ahm lina I sleep in hotel, cause the meeting finish so late, so I didn't bother to drive home"

"Ah okay, are you coming home? Cause I'll cook breakfast"

"Yeah I'm coming"
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I eat silently.

"Hon are you okay?"

"I'm not feeling well"
Actually I'm really not well for what happen last night. I'm confuse I don't know what to do, if I choose bea lina will be hurt, if I choose lina, bea will the one who'll be hurt.

"Hon go up stair, I follow you there I'll just prepare a hot water for you"

I just nod at her.
Lina follow me with a face towel and a water, she wet the towel and squeeze it, then wipe in my body, I was just looking at her, and suddenly smile come out from my lips, then fell asleep.

• wedding rehearsal
It's been 1month, I didn't talk to bea again after what happen, I already choose and I choose lina.

"Where is the flowers girls? Go to the center now, the groom go in front of the altar"

I go to the altar, smiling while looking at lina walk in the aisle.
The door of the church is widely open, you can see the high way out there. I saw bea in the high way I'm not sure if that's bea, but when she shout my name, I know she is.

"Clarence!!!!!!! I Love You!!!!!"
We All look ate her running toward the church when suddenly a car hit her and her body roll in the way, I freeze I can't move, I did my best to run to her, I heard lina calling my name, but I didn't bother to look at her. When I get to bea I carry her as fast as I can and go to may car and put her inside and drive the car to the nearest hospital. As soon as I got to the hospital and bea put in the emergency room, I contact lina, she's not answering her phone, so I decided to go home, but I left my contact number in case the patient is already okay.