I shouldn't love you

Rock6

*knock knock
"Come in"

"Hi hon how's the dinner meeting" lina ask me, yeah we live in a same house.

"It's cool, I'm the one who'll work for my client's dream house"

"wow that's great, byt the way hon, I'm living, I'll go to cebu to for a fashion catwalk magazine "

I look at her confused "ha? What are you doing there?"

"they get me to their model for their master piece, isn't great?"

"wow congrats" I hug her and gave her a red rose

"oww hon, thank you" and she hug me back.

Lina is living now, and I let benj to go with her.

*Benj talk to lina

"Lina may I ask you something? But don't get me wrong" benj look to lina

"yeah what it is?"

"I know that you're aware that clarence don't love you right?" lina just look benj in the eyes but didn't answer what benj ask her

"lina don't let anyone take you for granted, you're worth loving for, just open your heart and let people come and show how important you are "

Lina sigh heavily "I know he don't love me, but I love him. And I'm willing to do everything for him"

"as in everything?" lina look in benj eyes seriously "anything he asks I'm willing to give"

"even he ask you to live?" lina's face was shock "maybe if that will give him happiness, I'll do it."

"look lina, just piece of advice, don't let your self be taken for granted please"

Lina jusy smile to benj.
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I was look at bea and clifford how they talk to each other, how they touch each other, and how they show love to each other... We suppose to be like this, we suppose... But I ruined it, I hurt her, I cheated on her... And now she's happy with someone else it's my fault.

"clarence!!!" i look at bea "are you okay? I was calling you for how many time but your not reacting"
I just look at her for a while "oh I'm sorry I was spacing out"

"ah, by the way, later we'll go to the site okay? Later 3pm don't be late" then sge turn around "I never been late, even when still together" she look at me, and walk a little toward

"why? Is there together between us?" she say to my face, i was about to talk when we heard clifford voice "baby lets go mom cooked for us"

I look bea as she go a way from me, it hurts, it really break my heart.

I went home and open my loptop, i went to my sticky note and type, [ If I can just turn back time, i wouldn't do what I've done, I'm sorry babe, I know it was my mistake... How I wish I still have you in my arms, how I wish I can still say how much I love you, I wish I can still touch you, hug you, kiss you. Oh Bea how I wish I'm still the one, cause for me? You're always what I want.]

I pots my sticky note in my desktop so I can always see how much I love her.

"Clarence here the design of the house, but i didn't put the swimming pool there, so maybe you study first fhe design of the house before I'll give you the pool area"

I jusy stare at her while she's speaking. "Hello? Clarence? Clarence!"

"Ow yes?"

"are you listening or what!" she said madly "i--i am" i answer her

"what ever! Will you just get this, so I can go now" i look at her

"where will you go?" she look at me and say "Im having lunch date with my fiancé" she said proudly, I just look at her in the eyes.

"Do you really love him?" i ask her, she just look at me directly in the eyes.

"yes, he makes smile, laugh, and he loves me very much... And I love him more than I love you before"

My heart turn into pieces when I heard everything she say. I was deeply hurt, for what she says, but I choose not to talk.

As I went home and park my car, I saw the light on in a kitchen part, i go inside using the back door in a kitchen, I saw lina cooking with her apron, it really fits her, she look so hot with her fire style apron.

I hug her from the back she smiled from me. " happy anniversary hon" lina greeted me, i just look at her  "ow did you forget? It's ijay ho---" i didn't let her finish her sentence and give her a bouquet of pink roses, and small box.

She smile at me, surprise written on her face "ow hon you don't need to do this" i just smiled at her, and get the box and take out the bracelet with her name and put it on her hand.

"so sweet clarence" then she hug me "i love you clarence" I just smiled at her and kiss her on her lips.