I shouldn't love you

Rock8

I saw lina sitting next to benj, in front of our house. I guess their talking.

"hey lins wazzup?" -benj
"somehow good, how about you?"-lina

"not really"
"huh? Why?"

"cause I know your not okay"
"clarence wanted us to get married"

"oh? What's wrong with that?"
"because...bea is getting married too"

Benj just look to lina's face
"his ex girlfriend? The girl who broke clarence heart? Am I right?"
"how did you know?"

"I know everything lina...evergthing. Between you and bea, bea and clarence... And what the real score between you and clarence"
"benj..."

"Why are you letting him to do this to you? Lina your worth loving for, don't let him take you for granted."
"I know, byt I love him, and some point I can see that he care for me"

"so what's your plan?"
"now? Nothing, I just wanted to be with him, after knowing that his working with bea"

"poor life of yours"
"I know"

"I LOVE YOU lina"
Lina look to benj face and smile.
"I know benj"

"Huh?" then luna laugh.
"HAHAHA you must see your face it's priceless dude"

"seriously? "
"HAHA yeah I'm serious, it's too obvious dude."

"ah hehe"
"that's okay benj, but you know that..."

"yeah lins I know don't worry, I know we're I can place my self"
"thank you". Then they hug each other.
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"So here's the miniature." I just look at bea.
"what?" she ask me.

"none"
"so what can you say?"

i look at the miniature, and I see that there's so much edges, it's not like a family house.

"Ahm, I think, you put too much edges? Cause it's not like a family house, it looks like more a manly house with a strong emotion and a broken person."

"what?"
"actually, maybe you can change your deaign"

"no I won't, I'd work for this."
"I understand, but your actually asking for my opinion, so I gues..."

"your work is to do this, not to tell what should I do"
"I was just giving my opinion"

"I don't need too" then she walk away.
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"Hey clarence." I turn around and saw clifford walking towards me.
"Yes?"

"did bea give you the invitatio?"
"Huh? Invitation?"

"yeah, for our engagement party"
"Ah, she didn't give me."

"all right here." then he lend me the invitation.
"you're coming okay?" I smiled at him.

"yeah, I'll bring my girlfriend"
"ow so you have one?"

"of course I have why?"
"nothing, I thought girls is not your thing."

I look at him and smile.
"I have a girlfriend, actually we're living together for almost 3yrs"
"wow, don't you have any plans to... Get married?"

I smiled at her.
"Of course I have, actually I'm planning to propose to her."
"Wow that's great, good luck to you bro."

I smiled at him.
"Thanks"
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I park my car in fron of our house, I saw lina sitting on the couch reading a book. I kiss her on her cheeks, and she just smiled at me.

"Be ready tomorrow night okay?"

"why?"

"we're going to bea's engagement party"

" I understand that you need go, but why me? Do I really need to go?"

I just smiled at her and hold her hand.
"Cause I wanted to show you, that I'm proud to be your boyfriend"

she smiled at me
"Are you sure about that?" lina ask me, i hug her from the back.
"surely sure."
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*Engagement party
As we enter the big door of the hotel, I already saw the two person who'll get married soon, lina hold my arm tighter, I look at her and just smiled

"Relax hon, im just here okay?"
"But what if... Bea..."

"Chill, I have a surprise for you later, okay? Smile and go with the flow"
She just smiled at me, and he hug my arm slightly.
As we walk in the red carpet, I can feel something inside me, we are a head turner, everyone is looking at me and lina, while we walk on the red carpet.

"Is he the engineer?"
"Yeah"

"And who is the girl?"
"I think that's her girlfriend"

I heard the people talking around us. In a corner of my eyes, I saw bea looking toward us, with an... I can't explain her face reaction.

"Good evening mr. Smith" clifford greeted me.
"Good evening mr. Brix, and this is my girlfriend lina, lina this is clifford brix"

"Pleasant to meet you miss lina"
"It's pleasant too to meet you mr. Brix" and they smile

"Hi" bea say when she reach us, she kiss clifford and look towards me with a blank expression, then look to lina, lina just look to other place.

"Hey hon, this is lina, clarence girlfriend, or I say clarence soon to be fiancé?" Clifford say in a joking way

"Just girlfriend" lina corrected
"Soon to be" I said, then lina look at me. And I hold her hand and kiss it.

"Ow look hon they are so sweet right?"
"Yeah"
Bea answered in a cold way.
"Hon what's wrong?"
"Nothing, excuse me"

Then we watch bea walk away from us.
"Clarence" lina called me
"Yes?"
"Can we now have a seat? This f*cking heels is killing me"
I just laugh and hold her waist
"Okay, okay my lady"

The program is already started, but they still can't find bea, I'm worry about her.

I told to lina that I'll go the restroom for a while, on my way someona called my name

"Are you planning to marry her?"
I turn my face into her, yeah I know it's her.

"Yes, why?"
"HAHA (*bitter laugh) go"

"Why? Don't you want me to marry her"
She just look at me, then look to other place

"Tell me bea, don't you want"
"I don't f*cking care"
Then she walk away from me...