I shouldn't love you

Rock5

Clarence POV

It's been what? 2 to 3 yrs? After bea left, my relationship with lina, is good, stable just like the old time, she's my girl friend but I'm only hanging up with her if, you know, if we both have to kill our pleasures. I am an engineer now, and lina is a business woman, I don't have any plans yet to marry her, deeply commitment is really not my thing, and I let her know that I don't want to marry her. Period!

"Hi hon" speaking "hi hon wazzup?"

"It's good how about you?" I held her and pull her to be seated in my lap " actually I have a new project now " she look at me "ahm sounds good" i just smile at her.

Lina POV

I know, he don't love, from the very start I already knew... I let him take me for granted because I love him... It's been 3yrs since bea left, but she go carrying clarence's heart, sounds corny right? It's true. I love him, even though it hurts me a lot, i love him even he love someone else, i love him more than words.

I was staring at him while he fix his things, I'm just wondering if I tell him that bea's is back, is he gonna left me? No I won't let that happen, I already sacrifice a lot for the sake of our relationship, i will not let others ruined it. Even it takes other people to be hurt.

"Hey lina, your spacing out"

"What?"

"I told you lets go, I still have dinner meeting"

"Okay"

I open the door of the car for lina, as I drive through thier house, she's so quiet, it feels so strange. "Hey what's wrong?" I ask her. "Nothing" she answere me with a smile in her face, I know and I can feel that there's really something wrong.

As I drop her home, i went to the restaurant for my dinner meeting.

"So mr. Smith? Am I right?" I smile to a man in front of me "yes mr. Brix"

"So I have a business proposal for you" I look at him, "and what is that?" he smile and say, "i want you to work with my soon to be wife, to build our dream house, is that okay with you?"

I smiled at him, "of course mr. Brix it will be my honnor to work with your lovely fiancé" I said while smiling "when I will met your fiancé?" I ask him, "now, she just went to restroom"

As I talk to mr. Brix I see my self admiring this man, because he will get married soon, and his ready. I was picturing my self in mr. Brix position with someone that I love bea "bea?" I said whispering.

I look bea how she seat beside mr. Brix's chair "I'm sorry hon, it takes me too long"

"it's okay baby, and oh by-the-way baby this is clarence smith our engineer, and mr. Smith, this is our architect my fiancé bea taylor" he introduce us with each other, my heart is melting, oh boy, why bea?

As I went home, feeling miserable there so much girls out their why bea? Why her, I repeatedly askung my self, why! I remember how she smile a while ago with clifford brix

"hi clarence how are you?" bea ask me "i--im fine"

"did you know each other?" clifford ask "yes hon, his friend, when I still live here" clifford look to bea and smile "ah see, so you'll be more comfortable working to each other right?"

I suppose to protes when bea spoke "of course hon, it'll be easy, right clarence?" she smile while looking at me. "yeah of course" as I answered

Oh my goodnes, I think I can't take this work... But I want to be with her.