Who am I?

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by bearrock

by bearrock

Pull me out of a pit
And fill me with despair.
Or tell me to sit
I don't care.
I've been brought up
Now I'm going down.
I've run out of luck
And now all day I frown.
I feel the cold
It's part of me.
My soul was sold
But I'm not free.
These September nights
Can't hide my tears.
These 21 flights
Just prove my fears.
I'm drowned in air
And filled with water.
I'm a billionaire
But I come up shorter.
I'm torn apart
And eaten alive
By that darker part
Which has learnt to thrive.
I'm tired
And damned.
I'm admired
But you've all been scammed.
I'm nobody's hero
Or the fallen angel.
I'm absolute zero
So get out as soon as you're able.
I'm a vampire
And a fiend.
But I'm a martyr
As everyone else has seen.
What am I?
Am I the beast
Or the turtle dove in the sky?
If these questions cease
Will I then be finally at peace?

Once again, another poem sort of written as I've gone along. Write comments as to what can be improved and vote too if you want =).

Bearrock