Secret Love (Shawn Mendes Fanfic)

Plans together

*Riley's P.O.V*

Tomorrow was the last show of Magcon. I was honestly scared of how Shawn and I would handle it. I didn't want to break up but he lives in Canada and I live in Nebraska. I can't deal with long distance.

I was sitting in my room when Shawn came in. I could tell by his face, he was thinking the same thing.

"Hey um we need to talk about tomorrow." He sat down and my heart dropped.

"What do you want to do about it?" He shrugged and looked down.

"I don't want to break up. I love you too much to do that. But long distance is so hard to do."

"I know. And I know you probably wouldn't want to move to Nebraska." He didn't say anything but I know he doesn't want to.

"And I know you don't want to move to Canada with me." It's so hard to think about leaving my family and I bet it's the same with him. I shrugged and we sat in silence.

"I don't know what to do then. I mean we still have a couple of days to think about it. I'm not giving this up." I gave a weak smile and he grabbed my hand.

"We can figure things out." I kissed him and he held me tightly. I hated this. I hate having to end this all, but I miss home and everything in Nebraska.

I got an idea "you can come to home with me, see how you like it then I can do the same! Maybe then we can see how it works." He smiled and agreed. I jumped on him and hugged him.

He began kissing me. He slowly moved to my neck, and grabbing my waist. I removed his shirt and threw it. I took a minute to look at his body then began kissing him again. He took my shirt off too and moved his hands down to my ass. I moved my hands into his hair while I started to grind against him and he moaned a little. I tried to undo his pants when someone knocked on the door. I quickly got up and threw him his shirt and put on mine. I opened the door and it was Cam. He looked from Shawn and I until he finally figured it out. He smirked and winked.

"Um I came to tell you guys we were gonna go get something to eat."

"Okay thanks." He smiled and went out the door. I looked back at Shawn who was smiling like a kid. I gave in a started laughing.

"We should probably go with." He nodded and we fixed our hair.

We went out to the meeting room and they all smirked at us. I'm pretty sure Cam told everyone. I ignored them and we all went out to the car. We went to a nice restaurant for dinner to celebrant our last show.

"I don't wanna leave." Cam said sadly.

"Me either." Aaron said. It was silent until Johnson piped up.

"Maybe we should all move in together!"

We laughed but then thought about it. It's not impossible but it would have to be a big house to fit us all.

"I mean I've seen huge houses in L.A and Nebraska that we could all fit in. If we combine some of our Magcon money, this could work." Johnson waited for approval from everyone.

"I'm in. It can't be that bad anyways." Carter said.

"Me too. I don't want to be away from you all. You're my family." Aaron smiled.

"I'm in." I finally agreed. If Shawn agrees then everything will workout. Shawn looked over at me.

"I'm in." He smiled. Everyone else nodded.

"Great! But where? I mean L.A is nice but Nebraska is laid back." I nodded. Nebraska could be like a getaway from drama.

"I'm up for living there. We could also get a beach house with the leftover money." We loudly cheered to Cam's suggestion. I could finally have a nice life with everyone I loved. I felt like for once I have made a really good decision. It was strange how they wanted to live in boring Nebraska but with all of our fans, we would all still be traveling. Most of us had decided to stay in the music business and continue making music, even the non singers.

We got all packed up and ready for our flight after the show. Once we got into Omaha, we agreed to stay at my house. Of course the Jacks wanted to go home so they would. Then the next morning we would go looking for houses and find the right one. My neighborhood had the share of huge houses which surprisingly worked out well.

-Skips Show-

The show went great but everyone was sad that it was over. The fans were probably the most torn up. We all made sure to let them know about new music and new tours we planned on having. I did plan on signing to a label and start to make an album. Then as soon as the album released, I would go on tour. Shawn had announced that he was joining Austin Mahone on tour. I was kind of upset he didn't tell me, but I was happy for him. He needed this as a breakthrough, and I knew it would work out.

We got back to the hotel and grabbed everything we own. I couldn't wait to go home and start a new life. Shawn came to my room to check on me.

"Hey I'm sorry I didn't tell you about the tour. I'm honestly scared and I was sad to have to leave you." He looked down and I hugged him to make him feel better.

"It's gonna be okay. I'm super happy for you Shawn. One day, you'll be on a huge tour all by yourself. I'm so proud of you." I kissed him and his face heated up.

"Thank you. I can't believe we're all moving in together."

"I know but I'm so excited. We don't have to decide how to work things out anymore, because now everything is going to be perfect." He smiled and walked me down to the limo. He sat next to me and the other guys piled in. I couldn't wait for a new life with them and especially with Shawn.