Remembering ( Niall Horan Fan Fiction)

chapter 23

Melody P.O.V

Sometimes I wonder how my life would be if I never moved next to Louis. Would I have ever met that crazy boy? What if I have never met Niall? Would we still have the same feeling we have right now? Those are question that I wonder a lot. I think my dreams are the only place I can go to feel free now. I'm being stalk by my best friend crazy ex. I'm in love with my best friend but there something I haven't told anyone. Or I haven't showed it. But there is someone that I can't get out of my mind. I love Niall but I can't stop thinking about this person. I don't want to have feeling for this person, not my other best friend. I need to stop before something bad happens. But I can't, the way he is. He is funny and weird. He is himself, and I missed that for 7 years. Maybe I had a crush on Louis when I was little but that was a long time ago. Ahhhh why me? I don't want to do something that I will regret and plus I don't want to hurt Eleanor. She is like my sister and it would kill me to see that I hurt her. But there only once place where I can think, well two places. The two places are my dreams and the music room. Right when I get into that room, I can be myself. I can write songs about my feeling and hid it for no one to read. My dreams are where I can pretend that my life is like how it is in my dreams.

"Morning Melody" Danielle and Perrie said jumping on my bed. Today was the last day before we leave for touring. I was happy tomorrow we were touring, it would be something amaze balls. Single and traveling with my 2 best friend and 3 awesome ass guys. Yeah, I and Niall are friends for the safety of the mates. But I know I have to tell Danielle and Perrie about my crush on Louis.

"Thanks for waking me up" I said sarcastically. They smiled and pulled me out of bed.

"Oww" I said getting up and rubbing my bum.

"I know you have to tell us something" Perrie said, they became serious, It kind of scared me.

"What do you mean" I tried to cover it up.

"Louis, I have a crush on you Louis" Perrie said in a dreamy, girly way.

"Did I say that?" I started to blush.

"Yep, and Niall came in and we had to find a way to shut you up so he wouldn't hear you" I nodded; it would hurt him so much.

"So when did you get a crush on him" Danielle said, I looked out the window. Niall walked in the room.

"Get a crush on who" Niall looked sad, god it hurt me.

"You" Perrie said, he looked confused. I just nodded and looked out the window.

"I heard you say Louis name" He said, he walked up to me.

"Do you like Louis?" He asked, I turned to him. His eyes looked hurt, I can't hurt him.

"No, I love you Niall" I had to lie to him.

"You're lying" He said, he looked away.

"Me and Danielle will leave you too alone" Perrie said pushing Danielle out the door.

"I do love you" I said, he looked at me.

"Then what is your feeling for Louis" I looked to the ground and I looked up to him. I can't lie to Niall.

"I do have a crush on him" I said in a low voice. Niall nodded his head and left the room. But when he was closing the door, he slammed it. Making me jump a little, what is wrong with me?

"Melody, is everything okay?" I saw Louis head pop up from behind the door.

"No" I said, I had tears down my cheeks.

"What's wrong Melody" He sat next to me.

"I screwed up carrot lover" I said, he put my head on his chest. He started rocking me back and forth.