Florence Pugh One-shots!

How Bad Do U Want me? Part 3

Yelenas POV

"I like you Buck but..." I pace his room twiddling my fingers

"I'm not Y/n??" Buck looks at his feet shaking his head slightly "I get it.. you were never fully with me... I always saw that, supposed I'd hoped it would change after a while." I smile feeling so guilty.

"I'm still sorry." I leave his room slowly closing the door behind me. I wonder about the hall's finding myself constantly walking by Y/ns room.

A faint sound of music was emitted from it. Just as I'm about ot knock I see Kate coming towards me.

"Kate, hey are you ok?" She looks upset.

"Miles and I fought it's all we've done since Y/n got back. My head's all over the place."

I step away from y/ns door and take Kate's arm dragging her to the kitchen.

"Kate listen do you still want y/n because it doesn't seem like you do yet you seem upset" I speak honestly seeing as she didn't try to see them for 2 weeks.

"Yelena it doesn't matter even if I did want them, we both know I'M not the one they want.. I know... of course I know, I've always known. I could see the way they were around you as bad as it sounds their not being around made it much easier
I was never going to break up with them and I don't think they would have either, now they can get who they want.. even if it's not me.. you're my best friend just don't hurt them.. OK?" I searched her eyes, nothing but honesty.

"Kate.. I..." she cuts me off. "Go and get them." She grabs my arm assuringly.

I turn heading back to y/ns room gently knocking. I hear a loud thud before a slightly dishevelled y/n appears.

"Lena hey.. what... erm what's up?" Y/n blocks the door and holds it closed.

"I erm..  wanted to talk to you." I hear noises from the room.

"Yeah totally let's talk out here." ay/n pushes me out of the way when they walk out of their room pulling me down the hallway.

"Who was in your room y/n?" I was just talking with Kate so it can't be her. Jesus y/ns only been home 2 weeks and has gotten into someone's pants already.

"No one.. what did you want to talk about?" I stormed past them back to their room.

"Lena.. Lena wait!" They chase after me but I get into their room.. Dr Raynor?

"Why is Bucks thera...ohhh. Y/n" I see their eyes looking away.

"Yeahhh secrets out.. I'm in therapy." They shift uncomfortably leaning against the wall.

"I'm going to leave." Dr Raynor packs her bag and leaves us standing there.

"Why didn't you want me to know you were in therapy?" I slowly walk towards them.

"It's embarrassing Lena..I've been through so much and I came back and there was even more shit. Kates moved on... you've moved on I needed help dealing with that."

"Well, Buck and I.." I get cut off what the hell is happening today?

"No, I know I wasn't here I can't be upset.  I can't just come back and lay claim to you. I need to accept that we're only ever going to be friends, as much as it hurts." Y/n walks across the room sitting on their bed. "I need to sort my head out before I even try to think about dating or anything romantic. My head's a war zone at the moment."

I can see it in their eyes they do need time..  don't want to make this any more difficult for them.

"Friends." I hold my hand out and they take it and we shake.