Until My Last Breath

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Author P.O.V

They all wore the black suits in the funeral of Kim Kyungsoo. Jongin kept staring at the picture of his brother all the time with his tears. Jinri was comforting the crying grandmom. Jinri couldn't stop blaming herself for Kyungsoo's death.

At the evening, Grandmom told Jongin and Jinri to go back home.

Grandmom : " Go back home... I'll stay here tonight until the undertaker comes.."

Jongin : " It's ok.. Grandmom ... You should rest.. I'll stay here.."

Grandmom : " No.. I want to stay to be with him.."

Jinri : " I'll accompany you.."

Grandmom : " No.. You'll have to go with Jongin.. You should rest too.."

Jinri : " .. Ok.."

Then they left to the bus stop. They didn't talk to each other and didn't even walk side by side. Jinri was following him from his back. Also in the bus, Jongin was sitting at the first seat and Jinri was sitting at the last seat.




Finally they arrived back home with that awkward situation. As soon as Jinri closed the door, Jongin turned back to look at her. Not with the simple look but with the death glare.

Jinri felt relieved when Jongin broke that death glare. But she got dumbfounded when she found him coming out of the Grandmom's room with her stuff. She turned into reality when Jongin grabbed her wrist and dragged her out of the house. When they reached the door, Jongin pushed her outside and threw the bag to her.

Jinri : " Jongin.."

Jongin : " Get out ... Get out of this house.. Get out of our lives!"

Jinri : " .. Jongin.."

Jongin : " Because of you.. It's all because of you.. Kyungsoo was died because of you.. You killed him.."

Jinri : " Yes.. I know that it's my fault.. But then.. where would I go..?"

Jongin : " It's not my bussiness.. You can go everywhere expect here.."

Jinri : " But .. not now.. I'll leave when my mom comes.. So please .. until the end of this month.."

Jongin : " Your mom won't come back even after this month.. She left you.. You're an abandoned girl .."

That words made Jinri gasped and dropped the bag on the ground. When Jongin was about to go, Jinri grabbed his arm suddenly.

Jinri : " It's not truth, right..? ... It's just the words that you lied .. because you're mad at me, right..?"

Jongin : " It's the truth."

Then Jongin shrugged her hands from his arm and slammed the door. Jinri just stood outside like a statue. She couldn't believe what she heard just then.

Jinri P.O.V

It's not the truth. It may be because he 's mad at me. His words are just the lies.

My tears started to roll down on my both cheeks. I sat in front of the house leaning my back against the gatepost. I curled my body to reduce the cold.

Suddenly, I felt a sharp light coming towards me. It was a taxi. I found Grandmom got out of the car. As soon as she saw me sitting at the ground, she quickly ran towards me and made me to stand up.

Grandmom : " Jinri .. Why are you here ..? What happened? .. Where is Jongin..?"

Me : " Grandmom .. Where is my mom?"

Grandmom : " Hmm? ... She's in the US, of course."

Me : " When'll she come back to me..?"

Grandmom : " At the end of this month, she'll come.."

Me : " Really..? It's not like that she abandoned me, right..?"

Grandmom : " Jinri.. What are you talking about..? Who said.. Jongin.. Where is he now?"

Me : " He's ..in the house.."

Grandmom : " So why are you here?"

Me : " ___"

Grandmom : " .. Let's get inside.. You'll catch cold.."

Jongin P.O.V

When the sun light hit my skin, I slowly opened my eyes. I saw the empty place beside me, Kyungsoo's place. I didn't hear any noise from Kyungsoo who always woke me up.

Why the fate so cruel ..?
Why the fate took him fast...?
It's all because of that girl..
If she doesn't enter our peaceful life, it wouldn't happen...
That girl killed my brother...






When I went downstairs wearing the black suit, I saw Grandmom and that girl coming out of the room in each black dress.

Me : " What are you doing here?"

Grandmom : " Jongin."

Me : " Get out of here now!"

Grandmom : " Kim Jongin! Let's talk about it after the funeral."

Then I sighed and went out of the house.





After the funeral was completed, we all came back home. Grandmom told that girl to buy some milk. But I knew that Grandmom purposedly asked her that to have a chance to talk with me privately. After she had left,

Grandmom : " Jongin.. Follow me.."

So I followed her to her room. When we had sat on the floor,

Grandmom : " What happened to you two yesterday..?"

Me : " I casted her out of the house."

Grandmom : " Jongin.. Why?"

Me : " How can we stay with her since Kyungsoo was dead because of her?"

Grandmom : " What are you talking about? Why is it because of Jinri.?"

I didn't know what to say to Grandmom. Actually, I didn't tell her that Kyungsoo was died because he saved that girl. She knew that just because Kyungsoo was hit by the trunk while finding her. If she knows that, she'll be so shocked.. It's not good for her heath...

Me : " He was died because we went to find her. If she came back home early, we didn't need to find her. So Kyungsoo wouldn't have to die. No. She was wrong since at the first. She shouldn't enter our house."

Grandmom : " Jongin.. It's not because of her but because that the fate took him away us. It's not her fault.."

Me : " But I think it's all her fault."

Grandmom : " .. Anyways, you shouldn't tell her about that her mom left her.. I told you not to tell her about that.."

Me : " It is the truth. We can't denied it that her mom left her. She was abandoned like me.."

Grandmom : " Jongin.."

Then I got up from my seat and opened the door.

Grandmom : " Jong--"

We found that girl standing in front of the room with red eyes.

Jinri : " So it is the truth.. that I was abandoned.."

Grandmom : " Jinri.."

Jinri : " Are you satisfied that I finally found out the miserable truth..?"

Me : " No. I'll never satisfy about you.. No matter what, I'll never forgive you until my last breath..."

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