Author P.O.V
Jongin : " Kyungsoo.. I'm here.."
Jongin was already standing in front of grave of his little brother. He put a white rose in front of the grave.
Jongin : " Kyungsoo.. I have something to tell you, no, to confess you..."
He stared at the gravestone of Kim Kyungsoo and let out of a long sigh.
Jongin : " I'm sorry, Kyungsoo.. I'm... I think .. I'm falling in ... love with that girl who.. you loved more than your life..."
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Jongin : " You're disappointing me, right..? I know.. I shouldn't... But I can't do anything... I can't control my heart.. And I can understand you now.. why you loved her that much... because I'm feeling the same with you... .... Don't worry... I'll appreciate her... I'll take care of her ... I'll protect her like you did... I promise... So please forgive me for my mistaken love... But I don't regert for loving her.. Let me love her like you did..."
Jinri P.O.V
While I was walking to my class with Taehyung, Jongin popped up of nowhere. He grabbed my wrist and dragged me away from Taehyung who was still in a daze for his sudden action. I had no idea where he was heading to.
Me : " .. Jongin.."
Jongin : " Don't say anything.. Just come along with me.."
So I decided not to question him anymore. It would be no good if I made him angry.
He stopped his bicycle in front of a blue-colored, two-storeyed building named 'Fantasy'. After he had parked his bicycle, he dragged me into the building. We passed through a few of rooms and went to upstairs. He stopped in front of a room which exists at the edge of the upstairs.
While he was unlocking the door, I looked around the environment. It's really quiet and peaceful place. Which kind of place may it be? And why Jongin took me here?
When I stepped inside the room, I saw many painting tools with a few of paintings and books. A thin smile formed on my lips since this place can give me pleasure. I didn't know why but I just felt happy for finding a fantastic room like that.
Jongin : " This is our little world... Me and Kyungsoo.."
As soon as I heard 'Kyungsoo', my smile disappeared from my face. When I looked at his face, I found the sadness filled on him.
Jongin : " This is the place for people who want real freedom. We've to rend this room for a year. While I was painting, he was reading these books... This room is full of our own fantasy..."
After I had heard his explanation, I could understand why this building named 'Fantasy'.
Jongin : " We came here more often until ... he died.."
I felt guilty when he said that words.
Me : " Sorry.."
Jongin : " For what..?"
Me : " For destorying your dreams with Kyungsoo.."
Then we fell into an icy silence while he was staring at me. But I felt uneasy for his gaze, so I was just staring at the floor. We breathed in the awkward atmosphere until he broke the ice first.
Jongin : " So .. accompany me.."
Me : " Hmm?"
Jongin : " I want to have some fun like before. But I have no one who'll be with me.."
Me : " .. It's.."
My lips felt dumb when he stepped closer to me. He didn't stop until our faces were too close, really close.
Jongin : " You don't like it?"
Me : " .. N-No.. I mean.. why.."
Jongin : " Stop. I need someone now.. And you have to be that someone for me... Ok? .. Agree?"
Me : " .. Yes.. Agree.."
As soon as he heard my answer, a thin smile formed on his lips. Then he turned to the paintings that made me let out of a heavy sigh to kill the speed of my racing heart.
I followed him and looked at the paintings one by one. They are really amazing like the famous paintings. I can't believe Jongin can paint. Painting can be created only by the kind of people who have the soft heart. I wonder how he could paint with his strong heart.
After he had prepared for the painting, he took me to the chair and made me sit on it. He placed the paintbrush between my fingers and held my hand. Then he started painting together with my hand. I couldn't know it was dreaming or not. He was teaching me to paint. His face is over my shoulder while he was painting. I could hear my own heart-beats like drumming.
Me : " ... Jongin--"
I felt like a statue with my highest racing heart when he wrapped his free arm around me. He was backhugging me....
Jongin : " Relax yourself.. If not, you can die because of your heart-beat.."
Yes.. He could feel my heart-beat since his forearm touched my heart. After a while, I felt comfortable in his arms and smiled erasing my last pains.
We were happy like nothing happened between us before...
Author P.O.V
They came back home happily unlike before. They laughed alot while chatting each other. Suddenly, a voice destoryed their happy moments.
??? : " Have fun?"
As soon as they heard it, they looked at the dark where the voice came from. Jongin pulled Jinri to his back when they saw the guys who fought with him at school.
Jongin : " What do you want?"
Boy : " I want to end our ruckus."
Jongin : " I think we had already end it."
Boy : " No. For me, a ruckus'll never end if I won't win it.."
Jongin : " So?"
Boy : " I want to end it now.."
Jongin pushed Jinri to the roadside. Then the boys started puching each other until Jongin was bleeding too much. Jinri couldn't do anything expect praying for good to Jongin.
While Jongin was punching a guy, another guy raised the iron stick up to beat Jongin. But fortunately, Jinri saw it and yelled his name.
Jinri : " Jongin!"
Besides yelling, she ran towards him to protect him. When Jongin heard the loud thump, he turned to look at and found Jinri lying on the ground with many blood on her head. The guys thought that they killed Jinri and so they quickly ran away from them.
Jongin got dumbfound to see the unconscious Jinri hopelessly. He fell down beside her and pulled her into his embrace. His tears started to fall down between their blood.
Jongin : " Choi Jin... Why are you like that.?... Wake up... ..... I said wake up! No.. I had lost Kyungsoo.. And now I can't lose you.. Please.. Don't be like that... If you're not with me... I'll leave nothing.... I'll feel empty.... without you..."
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