[Complete] Robyn. : Chris Brown & Rihanna (EDITING: Read at you own risk!)

Hit Me Hard.::12

Robyn.

"Mel hurry please, I have to pee".

We had just got home, and she was trying to open the door. I was beyond tired due to today's showcase. My girls did excellent, and everyone remembered the steps. I was so happy for them, and decided to take cupcakes and pizza to them next week.

Mel finally opened the door, and I couldn't help but run past her and rush to the bathroom. After emptying my bladder, I washed my hands and went to my room.

I was so disappointed that Chris didn't come to the showcase. Even if we weren't on good terms, he told the girls that he would come and see them. It's one thing to lie to me, but to lie to them was different.

Michael came and even brought me flowers, but he said he hadn't heard from Chris since earlier today. I didn't know what was going on, but I needed to know.

I fell back on my bed, picking up my cell phone. I scrolled down my contacts, and pressed Chris's contact. After a few rings, it went to voice mail. That was unusual, Chris never missed my calls. I decided to send a text message.

Robyn: Hey.. I just wanted to call and see where you were. I haven't talked to you in a minute, so please call when you see this. I love you babe ❤️

I honestly had began to doze off, but I received a text message. Hoping it was from Chris, I sleepily turned over and grabbed my phone.

Chris: I'm faded right now, but it's something I gotta tell you before you find out. I love you so much, and I hope your feelings for me don't change after I tell you this.

I looked at the message, unsure of what his next words were going to be. Before I could even reply, it said that he was typing.

Chris: The day I was at your place, Karruche texted me saying that she was pregnant. Today I went to the doctor, and she was telling the truth. She's 2 months, and I have to step up and take care of my responsibility. I'm not letting this shit get in between us, you and the baby are my main priority.
I'm sorry I didn't make it, but I couldn't face you. I couldn't come in there smelling like weed and liquor. This shit hit me hard today, and I had no choice but to turn to the alcohol and marijuana. I love you baby, and I hope you'll forgive me for not being a man for you. 

I read the words, taking everything in at once. I thought and thought, but realized I couldn't be mad. They were together for a while, but this shit was still going to be hard to accept. I honestly thought Chris wasn't ready to be a father, but I knew this is what he had to do. I would support him in his decision, and stand by him like i'm suppose to.

I was still quite upset that he didn't come to the showcase, but I could look past that. He needed me at this time, and I had to make sure to be there for him throughout this process.

I had thought about it after reading this message, and really thought about the baby. A new life, a child, a innocent soul. Someone who never asks to be here, so I didn't want to be the one to worsen the situation.

I didn't want any problems with his newfound "baby mother", and I was sure that she didn't want any problems with me. I was going to make my mark in this situation, and set my rules straight. I didn't want to be a hovering girlfriend, and I needed to build trust within Chris.

Appointments regarding the baby was important for him to attend, but I didn't want to go. I didn't want to be with them two together, but I hoped that he didn't take advantage of my absence. He really didn't need to talk to her unless it was about the wellbeing off the baby, and I was going to make that clear.