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Forever Yours

Requested Imagine by: @RATCHET_WEAVE1000

"Nevaeh!" Nash called, running out of the house.

You were sitting by the ocean, watching the beauty of the waves hit up against your feet. You weren't going to get in fully, only because you knew you weren't ready for something so intense. It was still just as interesting to watch the waves hit up against your feet as getting in the water fully.

"There you are," he sighed of relief, sitting down next to you.

You looked up at him and smiled.

"You always get so worried. Just because I have Sarcoma, it doesn't mean I'm dead every time you can't find me," you chuckled lightly.

That was right. You had Sarcoma cancer and you had only about five years to live. You had been goin four years strong, and it did make you a bit frightened when you always thought about how close you were to the end.

Nash, your fiance, had always made sure that those five years were the best you had ever had. He had bought you everything you'd ever wanted in life, including a beach house, a red jeep, and a diamond ring. Of course, that wasn't all he bought you. He bought you major and minor things, even though you didn't want all of those things. They were just dreams you had, but you never took them seriously. Nash did, though. He wanted you to pass happily, and not depressed that you didn't get to experience everything you ever wanted as a twenty-two year old.

You still remembered the time he proposed to you in the hospital room. He had brought dozens of balloons and a box of chocolates, even though you may not had been able to eat every last one of them. He proposed to you as you layed in your hospital bed, crying tears of joy. He didn't care if you only had about five years left, he still wanted to spend the rest of the time you had and make the most out of it.

After that, he had bought you a beach house, along with a red jeep as a birthday present for you.

He had bought you so much, you felt as if you were burdening him. You told him times and times again all you wanted was him, but he only got depressed and unhappy. He thought that him, alone, couldn't make you happy, which wasn't true.

Now you guys sat, watching the waves and smiling.

"You know... I've been thinking..." you spoke up, staring at the sandy water. "When I go, you should give all my stuff away to people who really need it."

He looked at you with shock, with a hint of pain. He hated when you said "when I go" because it reminded him of how much time you had left.

"Nevaeh..." he whispered, touching your hand. "All of this is for you,"

"But I can't have it when I go. It has to go to other people. It can't just sit up and collect dust," you looked down at your left hand and sighed. "And... give my ring to the girl you move on with... she needs it more than I do----"

"Nevaeh! Stop... Please," he begged, breathing heavily.

You switched your gaze from the ocean to him as he broke down into tears. He truly wasn't ready for you to go.

"No... Nash, don't... Don't worry about me," your eyes lowered as you pulled him close.

"I don't want anyone but you! You can't make me move on! I won't." he sobbed into your chest.

You held him tightly.

"I'm going to have to go eventually----"

"Just stop! You need to have hope!" He squeezed you, still burying his head into your chest.

"Nash... You can't---We can't keep this from happening. I don't want you to cry when I'm gone. I want you to be happy and move on," you whispered to him. "I'll still be in your heart."

He let go of his grip on you and he was slowly calming down. "Anything for you..."

You were shocked at his reply. He was going to stay strong... for you. You were his only motive...

You knew he would crumble to pieces without you, but if you told him to stay happy and live his life like there was no tomorrow, you knew he would.

"Remember... I'll be forever yours," you whispered in his ear.

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°3 years later°

It had been two years since Nevaeh passed, and I still was going strong for her. Although I hadn't moved on, I did just as she wanted me to.

I gave her jeep to a couple who didn't have enough money for any type of transportation, I gave all her clothes to a donation for people who didn't have any clothes, and I gave other things that she wanted me to give to people away aswell. I wore nothing but a smile on my face as I did it. I knew I was doing it for her, so nothing broke my motivation. I also knew what I was doing was great in other people's eyes.

There was one thing I refused to give up though... and that was her beach house.
She loved that place way too much, and it held our most cherishing memories. I was going to keep it, just so I could feel like she was always with me, wherever I went.

"I'll still be in your heart."

She was, indeed, in my heart. I knew she was. I could feel her...

And I'd never forget her beatiful face and smile. That will always be in my heart aswell.

I had walked out and sat on the beach for a few hours with my eyes closed, imagining her next to me.

I missed these times. All the times we would just sit out by the ocean and talk for hours, about stupid things and just the little things in life.

I smiled to myself as her voice played on my head. I'd never forget her voice either..

All of these things that reminded me of Nevaeh was locked up safely in my heart. It would always be there. Forever.

As I looked down, next to my hand, I could see the ring I was wearing. It had our initials engraved on the inside of it. It was her ring. I wore it on my pinky finger, since her fingers were so small.

I'd promised to give it to the girl I moved on with, and honestly, I probably would never do that. Nevaeh was mine and I was hers and no other girl could ever change that.

"Remember... I'll be forever yours,"

I smiled at the thought of what she said to me that very day.

"I won't ever forget, Nevaeh..."

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[A/N: wtf.. Why did I make a sad imagine ;-; like no... No ;-;... Anyway I'm sorry @RATCHET_WEAVE1000 if I made this too freakin' sad for you. ;-; just fo dat, I owe you another imagine lol. Anyway, I take requests!! You can dm me or just comment right now... Just let me know your name (maybe even your nickname) and what you want your imagine to be about. Boom. Easy as pie. Lol. Love you guys!! Xoxo]