Unsolved Pain

Chapter 18

"Good morning love, how are you feeling?" "Tired and I have to go to the bathroom and I'm dehydrated." "Go to the bathroom and ill get you some water." I got up and went to the bathroom, I got a painful feeling, a lot of pressure on my lower back and stomach. Then I felt as if I had to pee or water was poured  down my leg. "Bae there's a problem." I start breathing heavy. "I think my water broke, baby please help me." He rushed in and grabbed something for me to wear and he got me in the car, then drove away. I was trying breathing exercises that I saw on YouTube, I wasn't able to take a class on this pregnancy thing, even though it would've helped. Im breathing slow and trying to keep calm, but there is so much pressure on my lower abdomen. I laid in the back of the truck, and relaxed. "How far are we from the hospital?" "About 10 minutes away honey." "Ugh" I yelled in pain I felt so much pain near my womanhood. We arrive to the hospital and he put me in a wheelchair. "Is everything okay?" I turned to look at him and said "what the fuck you think? I feel pressure all in my back. My lady parts are stretching out to where I cant even fathom and i ready to hurt you." I didn't mean it but hell I am in pain, he ain't pushing a baby out of his manhood or anything like that.' I hope Kayden go through on his word if not i can take care of this baby on my own. 

When we arrived in the room my nurse name was Eliza, she took very good care of me. She took my vital signs and they stuck an I.V in my arm to keep me hydrated. We sat in the delivery room, Eliza came to measure my cervix. I was only 8 1/2, but i had felt my baby's head trying to crowning. I kept hitting the nurses button trying to get the nurse to come because my baby was coming whether  or not she was in the room. My nurse came into the room. "What's wrong Mrs. Nelson?" "I feel the head of my child pushing on my woman part." She went down to check she saw the baby coming and she started calling my doctor which his name was Dr. Blue. What a coincidence that my doctor name is Blue and Kayden's uncle name is Blue. He rushed to the room with other nurses and a physician assistant. They begin getting me comfortable and prop legs up. I laid there for 5 hours in pain, I kept pushing after each contraction. I finally pushed out a baby girl. We named her Rose Lexington. After pushing her out I begun to fall asleep. I had awaken four hours later. I looked around. Kayden had pushed the nurse button. She came in and looked at me. Eliza had paged the doctor and he came to the room. He looked at me and smiled. "I'm glad your up. Your baby is safe, we removed the tumor and hopefully you will have minimal scarring, but we are going to have to keep you a couple of nights. Make sure you heal make sure your baby is able to feed and run more test on you. You all  have a good night." I laid back in the bed feeling exhausted and Kayden looked at me and smiled. When did they even bring in an extra bed. We heard a knock at the door. "Mrs. Nelson you have a visitor." I looked at her and back at Kayden. An elder lady walked in. She looked at me and started to cry.She had to be about 40 years old.

An awkward silence begin to fill the room, everyone looking at somebody I asked Kayden to step out for a second. He walked out and the lady came and sat next to me. "I've waited all this time to finally meet you." I looked confused as she said that to me. "What do you mean you've waited all this time and who are you?" "I'm your aunt Tee and I've never met your father but your mother left a note about you id never opened it since she left us. I read it, I just had to find out where you were, and who you were. I've been searching for you for about 4 years. See I live in a different state than you, I live in Howland Island. We have so much to catch up on because so much time had been missed." I sat back and looked so confused when she said aunt. How is she my aunt and just now deciding to come look for me after all that's been done to me but I had one question for her. "How am I your niece? What makes you related to me?" She looked at me as if I disrespected her. "I'm your blood aunt. Different fathers same mother I loved your mother." "She never mentioned you to me, so how do I know you're not lying to me?" She held up my mother and her birth certificate. Same mother and different fathers but that doesn't make her family she just a relative. "The reason she and I never spoke since you've been born is because I warned her about your father Michael. She didn't want to listen to me.

She didn't want to listen to none of us, mother, father, aunts, uncles, nobody. We warned her that he was a convicted felon and a rapist she didn't want to listen. I guess he was okay until she died then I realize he was left with you and that it wouldn't be good. Your mother put a restraining order on me to never come around because I wanted to raise you myself because I knew Michael was going to try something." 'Why didn't you come sooner? Why didn't you fight for me? Why didn't you save me? Why did you wait till it was too late? Do you know how much I've been through since she left my side? i loved her and i just wanted her to protect me." " I couldn't come see you because I didn't speak the language I had to become an resident.  I couldn't fight because everything I did would be rejected and dismiss because of the restraining order. I couldn't prove anything because you weren't even born or thought of that's why. I couldn't open the letter from your mother until late because I was scared of what it was but when I discover what it was I immediately came to fight to find you. I wanted you so bad Beatrix that's your real name your mother didn't tell you and didn't tell your father because he didn't like the name. So she gave your father a false birth certificate and she mailed me the real one, when she sent me the letter, even though she put the restraining order on me she still kept in contact with me. All I can say is I apologize that I couldn't come sooner. I know what you have been through, i tried to warn your mother multiple times but she wouldn't listen." I sat up and sat back . She was really slim with a wide waist, full breast, and a nice back side. My aunt has to be at least 40 and she looked good to be her age. I paged my nurse and asked her to bring me some water. I told Kayden to come back into the room. He came in and saw the tears in my eyes. "I finally have a piece of my  family left ." I smiled with tears coming down he came over and I introduced him to aunt Tee. There was laughter in the room it was really peaceful and serene just how I imagine my life. I have some good things going good for the first time. I couldn't ask for anything better. That night I prayed to God for sending me somebody for me and helping me in my life through this rough journey. Why you send them so late in the game though? After all the crying I had a pain the nurse brought me some medicine and I dozed off and went to sleep.