Unsolved Pain

Chapter 2

Ugh another morning, what am I going to wear today. I left my car at school so he has to drive me to school. Let's see a blue crop top, grey and blue leggings and blue, grey, and black converse. Hmm classes are going to be long today. Ponytail cause I don't have time. I have to find something to eat, nothing! Look at him, as he sits at the table. I just grabbed an apple and drank some grape juice. He sits there with that same smile. He grabs my hand and makes me rub his legs. "I need a ride to school. I have stuff to do after school, a project." I snatched away from him. I really just lied. " I should be home at 7:30 maybe 9:00. You! have to make dinner."

He turned and look at me. His facial expression changed and instantly he was pissed. "You ain't goin nowhere tonight. If you need to do a project you doing here. You ain't getting no job. You going to live here till you die, ya hear me?" I nodded my head. He grabbed his keys and got dressed. My father who is suppose to be my protector and my hero, turns out to be my rapist. I'm uncomfortable in this car with him. I'm at school finally, sitting in my first hour and I can't keep my eyes off Kayden, but my mind is somewhere else. My father was never like this before my mom died.

He was so sweet to my mother and he treated me like his princess. I actually felt safe but, not anymore. My father name is Michael Nelson. He is 6'2, 200lbs, dark skin, braids and muscles. I actually loved him but not anymore. He is the devil. He is a horrible person who should be locked away for a very long time. Heading to school and praying my day goes good if not then i dont know what i should do. I walked into class, and saw Kayden looking as candy. Unfortunately, the teacher assigned a project but the silver lining is Kayden is my partner. I don't deserve to have him as a partner or do I? I would prefer to have work by myself, wouldn't he have to come over? OMG! I don't want him to see how I live. My house is not even cleaned. Every time i try to clean this house, it seems not to stay cleaned as ling as he is there. I tried to make up a lie and I jinx myself, didn't work. Looks like I have to go home and clean up and tell Michael that I have a project and a partner. I hope I actually get the work done.

I finally went home after school. I told him that I had a partner. "A partner, what you need one of those for?" I shrugged my shoulders next thing I know my face was stinging and hot. I taste blood, I took off to my room in fear. I tried to close and lock my door quickly, but Michael burst through the door. He kept pushing me and hitting me. He had forced himself onto me. He was touching me all on my womanhood and groping my breast. He had stuck himself inside and he was choking me. He spit on me and was beating me. Telling me to shut up. You're probably wondering why I never told anybody. I never told because he said he'd kill me once he was released from prison. I hate my life. God why have you let this be done to me. I was too weak to shower. I'll shower in the morning, too tired, and too much pain. I don't even wanna look in the mirror and see what the damage is this time.