Mud-Blood

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Hermione and Y/n were walking around the dim corridors "Hermione, if someone asked you on a butter beer date who you never talked to would you go?" They stopped walking "Where is this coming from?" Hermione asked "Well, Blaise asked me if I wanted to get butter beer with him this evening, Im sort of confused why he asked me" Hermione smiled "Oh my god Y/n, there is your date for the ball! You have to ask him" Hermione grabbed Y/n's shoulders "Blaise as my date? I never talked to the guy before today!" They started to walk again "This is your chance to get to know him then, who knows, he might ask first. Maybe thats why he asked you to go get butter beer" Y/n took a deep breath, it wouldn't hurt getting to know Blaise, she had no hope that Draco would even go to the ball, maybe Blaise was a better option. Y/n got back to her dorm to get dressed, she put on a black turtle neck sweater, short black skirt, white socks, and short heel dress shoes with straps. She put on dark red lipstick and left her hair down. She walked out of her dorm, it was almost curfew so she had to be quick to find him, he said he would be around but what good is that when they are in a huge castle. She snuck around the corridors, there were still some students out but they rushed around as if they were trying to get back before Filch did his rounds. She walked down the corridor and stopped in frustration, she didn't understand how she could possibly find him "Y/n?" She turned around and saw Blaise standing walking in her direction "You made that quite difficult Blaise" She laughed "Oh, were you looking for me?" He asked with a laugh "Yeah, I though id take you up on your offer" She tucked her hair behind her ear "Great, we should get going before Filch finds us". They walked outside into the dark cold and Blaise summoned his broom, helping her on as he did the same. They landed into Hogsmeade, he opened the door to the three broomsticks and she walked in, him following behind her. He ordered two butter beers and they sat down "So, the ball is coming up, do you have a partner?" He said and she nodded "We are getting straight to the point" She said quietly as she giggled "Funny story, I am actually supposed to go with Draco, It wasn't my choice but he said he wasn't going" Blaise seemed shocked "But he is the head boy, I thought they were obligated to dance?" Y/n nodded as she sipped her butter beer "Yeah, but its Draco, I highly doubt he will" Blaise nodded and cleared his throat "Well, if Malfoy doesn't give you the dance, may I take his place?" He asked as he smirked, this was what Hermione wanted for her, she wanted Y/n to have a date and she couldn't say Draco was her date so she now had Blaise "Yeah sure, If Draco doesn't put his ego aside then yes id love to be your date for the ball" She smiled and he started to blush "Do you have a dress already or could I lend you money for one?" He was about to pull out his wallet "No, I got one the other day, but thank you" He nodded and put his wallet back. They finished their date and walked outside and walked down the sidewalk "I enjoyed that, its been awhile since I left the school" He said, she looked up at him "Me too, it was nice, I thank you for not treating me like a vile monster" She laughed "You are far from that" She smiled and looked down. They got back to the school, Blaise helped her off the broom "I didn't think about this" He said as he rubbed his chin "What?" He looked at her "How are we supposed to sneak back to the common room when Filch is around" She walked up the steps to the front door "Don't be a wuss, come on" He walked up to her and they both opened the door quietly as they walked inside. They walked through the corridors, trying not to make much noise incase Filch was near or even any professor. They turned the corner and saw Filch, they both froze and Filch looked up at them "Hey!" He shouted, Y/n and Blaise started to run, they could still hear him shouting for them to stop but they kept running, it reminded Y/n of that time her Draco were running from Filch. They turned a corner and they were now in an outside corridor, Y/n pressed her back against the cold brick wall and tried to catch her breath "That was close" Blaise laughed as he stood in front of her "Yeah" She said as she looked up at him, there was a few seconds of silence between the two before he stepped closer, placing his hand on her cheek, her stomach turned but not the same feeling as with Draco, his pressed his lips against hers and she let him, his hand grabbed her waist and he slowly trailed it up, before he reached her breast, she pulled her lips away "Whats wrong?" He asked, she wiped her lips and took a deep breath "Blaise you are kind and handsome but I just cant" He removed his hands and stood there "I understand, It's alright" He put his hands in his pockets and smiled "Im sorry, I just am confused with my feelings at the moment and I just don't need more of them" He nodded "Don't stress it, I take no offence. Im still your second option for the ball right?" She giggled "Yes of course, I'm not a complete asshole" He nodded and bent down to kiss her cheek "Goodnight Y/n" He said before he walked away. Y/n stayed against that wall for a few minutes as she tried to process everything, there was a feeling in her chest, a feeling of guilt, why did she feel guilt? She was a single girl who had her options open but Draco came into her mind, she felt the guilt of kissing Blaise when she had kissed Draco, she had shared such passionate moments with Draco, the dancing, the kiss, the way he looked at her in the corridor at the party, the way he kissed her neck wasn't just a moment that meant nothing, she felt the way Draco savoured her neck like she was a dessert. The time she got close enough to touch him, feel his lips, it felt different, it felt real. She walked down the corridor, hugging herself, she turned the corner and came face to face with Filch "There you are, where is the boy you were with?" He shoved the lantern in her face "Uh, I don't know" He snarled "It is far past curfew, I must take you to Severus, he will deal with yuh" Filch grabbed her arm and pulled her as they walked. He walked her up to Severus's room and knocked on the door, after a few seconds he swung the door open "Filch" Severus greeted him "I found one of your students out past curfew" Severus glanced over at her then back to Filch "I'll deal with her" Filch nodded and walked away "Miss L/n, why are you wondering the halls?" She took a deep breath and sighed "I was just on a walk, couldn't sleep sir" He raised his eyebrow "Trying to sleep while dressed up and with lipstick?" She looked down "Im sorry sir" He huffed "I will escort you back to your common room" Y/n nodded. She walked into the common room and it was silent and cold, she sat down on the sofa, the fire place wasn't lit, making the room freezing and dark. Y/n tossed and turned in her bed, she couldn't sleep with he thought of kissing Blaise, it felt wrong but he just did it, she couldn't react in time ti stop him, did she want to stop him? This whole thing had her mind in a twist, all she felt was the crushing feeling of guilt.