"really?" he asked. looking at me straight in the eye.
"ofcourse!"
then he suddenly got up and shouted a bunch of 'yes' and 'thank you's'
I just laughed at his sillyness.
he sat down beside me again, got closer, and whispered
"I promise to never hurt you or let anyone hurt you jazz"
"you better not! cause if u do jace will tear you to tiny little nothings!" I said jokingly but I'm sure he'll do anything to keep that promise .
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we decided to go home when it started to go chilly. he even offered his jacket.. sweet little thing..
as we arrived at my house and got out of the car he walked me to the front door. we said our goodbyes and as i was about to come inside he grabbed my wrist and hugged me tightly and kissed my temple.
"thank you again" he whispered.
"its an honor ash" I replied. "goodnight"
he kissed my hand before letting go and headed towards his car. considering that he lives across from us its not a very long drive.
I quickly went inside and headed for my bedroom to rest. its now almost 11 and I'm pretty beat up.
just as I finished my quick shower I heard a beeping noise indicating that I have a notification.
I quickly wore a tank top and a pink pajama shorts amd headed for my bed where my iphone is located.
I smiled at the notification I received.
' ashton gray mentioned you in a status update.' I clicked the link right away and read his status saying:
"succesful first date if I do say so myself :) thanks for the yes jazz :D"
I clicked the like botton then proceeded to the comment botton then typed a heart emoticon which after 3 minutes received hundreds of likes.
after reading all of the comments that were sent by other people I fell into a very deep sleep.
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'i hear your heart beat to the beat of the drum
oh what a shame that you came here with someone '
I hear my alarm go off and bugged the shit out of me. The thought that it's Monday annoyed me but after my mind remembered what happenedz last night all the annoyance just vanished and just made my day.
with that thought I made my way to my bathroom and had a quick shower.
"I'm bullet proof
nothin to lose
fire away fire away"
I hummed to david guetta's titanium while doing the essential scrubbing and washing.
after, I dried my hair and curled it on the ends and straightened my bangs.
I headed for my walk-in closet and decided on wearing a purple v-neck shirt that has a pictire of the beatles on it, a pair of black skinny jeans and a pair of purple and black supra's, which was one of my favorites.
as I've said before I was very fond of 'swaggin' up myself so I had a variety of vanz, supra, DC etc. shoes.
but hey I'm no where near being a lesbo I just like to wear this types of clothing, unlike those skanks that wear stuff that barely covers their body. I hated those types. it sounds desperate.
anyway, to tie everything I wore a few bangles and a black vintage watch mom gave to me.
it was actually a birthday gift. I only wore it when I needed a confidence boost or when I'm really nervous.
today its both. The thoughts of ash and I and how we just became an official couple scared me.
I'm not inlove with him or anything, but I'm so close to that. that scared the fudge out of me. I don't want to be the one who loves more or the one that's gonna gets their hearts broken.
I'm not a whore or somethin, but I have been with enough guys to know that they are not usually open with their feelings so when I remembered what ash dis last night it just confused and made me want him more.
is that wrong?
I shook that thought away and started to head downstairs for breakfast.
as usual dad wasn't there but so was jace. the only person I see in the kitchen was our cook,Mrs. Claude.
she told me dad left early cause he had an early flight to newyork for a business meeting and would be back after 3 days or so.
suddenly I didn't feel that much hungry anymore so I just grabbed a granola bar and back to my room to get my stuff and headed for the garage myself cause I didn't want to bother brent.
I drove my new car to the school and parked it next to a very familiar red lambo aventador. I peeked through my window to see if ash was still inside his car, but with my luck he wasn't.
I sighed but shook the dissapointment away.
as I was walking for the school's main entrance I noticed jace' car already parked.
wow he liked to be early.
as I was about to open my locker I feel someone grab my waist and quickly knew that this person was ash.
he placed his head on the crook of my neck.
"goodmorning beautiful" he whispered so lightly.
"morning ashy" I smile as turned to face him and gave him a quick peck.
"now that's a greeting!" he grinned. I laughed at that statement and scooted away from him to put my stuf in my locker.
the morning periods ended quite quickly and then it was lunch.
time to tell jace. maybe, just maybe, he would notice that ash is serious and that he changed.
well, I hope he's serious. cause if he's not I'm not gonna take it lightly. im falling for the guy for christ's sake.
anyway, we sat at our usual table with jace and his friends but the difference was ash is with me holding my hand.
I see jace stiffin up as ash kissed my cheek.
boy this was going to be a very awkward lunch but the thing that scared me the most is that I'm sure that I'm gonna face a very heated confrontation later at home.
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short I know. :( don't hate me. ..
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-nessa
