The sound of music: 15
Jazz' POV
so here I am sitting by myself at the park. I was waiting for dylan. dylan is a friend of mine that I met in england when we spent the summer there. we pretty much clicked instantly.
he was fun, carefree and very bubbly. and also I love his fashion sense.
I felt my phone buzz, it was ash.
I told him to come meet me here since I really wanted him to meet dylan. Dylan texted me that he'll be here anyminute now. so I just waited.
ash said he'll be here in 10 mins. since he had to change. as I was about to reply to ash I heard a very loud voice calling my name..
"JAAAAAAAZZZZZLLLLLEEEEERRRR"
I turned to face him and jumped on him engulfing him in a warm, bonecrushing hug.
"dylan! I missed you!"
"aww jazzler I missed you too babygirl!" he said as he kissed my cheek. before you all start saying I'm a cheater and shit, you should probably know that dylan's gay. "you look stunning today darling looks like my tips has been helping you?"
"ofcourse! how could it not? you are a fashion prodigé"
I let go of his neck and examine what he was wearing.
he was wearing light brown skinnies, a dark brown, almost black, botton up, shortsleeved shirt that he folded the sleeves of and combat boots and a beige fedora.
he looked absolutely handsome. if he wasn't gay, id tap that.
"done checking me out love?" he asked smirking at me. he's english accent oozing through.
"ha! you wish! I just love what you're wearing.. I feel underdressed now " I was just wearing a simple white sundress that fell on mid thighs and strappy flats.
" you look lovely darling, you worry too much"
I was about to defend myself when I heard a person clearing his throat.
I turned around and saw ash standing behind me with a basket in his hands.
"ash" I say relunctantly. he has his pissed off look. " uhh this is dylan, a friend of mine" I added as I grabbed his hand and came closer to dylan.
"hey man, I'm ash, jazz' BOYFRIEND" ash said emphasizing the boyfriend part as he extended his hand for dylan to shake.
I didn't know what to expect but I really didn't expect dylan squeeling like an actual girl.
" oh my glooob . my jazzler found herself a boyfriend! ahhh after two years! he's even hot too!" dylan yelled as he came to me and hugged me then faced ash.
"sorry for my manners, I'm dylan, jazz' GAY bestfriend"
ash gave a sigh of relief and chuckled lightly.
"nice to meet you man, I thought I was going to give my "she's mine" speach today, but I guess not"
Dylan chuckled at that and shook ash' hand.
"you sure pick them right jazzler" dylan whispered so only me and him could hear. my cheeks burned at that and dylan chuckled.
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The day with dylan went suprisingly well, ash even brought a picnic.. sadly it was supposed to be for two so ash and I shared a plate then so dyl can get the other.
dyl keeps telling us how cute we are and how perfect we are together.
I even caught him taking a photo of me sitting on ash' lap. my bestfriend could be a perv sometimes.
after that we just went to the mall and "shopped till we dropped" dyl's words.
I am now at starbucks with ash,since dyl had to go to his hotel settle in.
"so jazz" ash said.
"hmmm?"
"uhh what did dylan mean when he said after two years?"
oh gosh .. this is what I've been avoiding.. should I tell him?
"uhmm jazz?"
"its uhh.. quite a funny story.. uhmm two years ago I had a boyfriend .. guess you could say I liked him a lot.. a lot, a lot. I found out uhh one day that he had sex with my bestfriend since I wouldn't put out" I avoided his gaze quite obviously but he didn't mind. "never had a boyfriend since" I added. I chuckled a little to lower the tension a bit.
after a defenining silence he finally spoke.
"I'm gonna kill him"
"its fine ash" I reasoned.. "I moved on.."
"who would do that? she was your bestfriend!" he said obviously not listening to me. "what's his name?"
"i-.. uhmm" I sighed knowing I'm defeated. "its michael, uhm.. he's long gone though.. I moved on ash.. you don't need to worry too much." I stated cupping his cheeks with my hands.
"he doesn't know what he lost. you are the most perfect being in this world. you are so strong, kind and caring.. he doesn't deserve you.hell, I don't deserve you.. but here you are, putting up with me, I'm not perfect jazz but I promise I will never hurt you. not intentionally anyway" he grabbed my waist and pecked me lightly. "jazz, I think I'm inlove with you, I know its so sudden, but Ive never felt this before, and its scares me so much-"
I didn't even let him finish, instead I grabbed his face and planted my lips to his.
I don't know what I'm feeling at the moment. I haven't felt this way before. when I see him with other girls I get soo angry, and I'm not even the jealous type. I get so possessive over him.
now as he kisses me I feel, instead of butterflies, freaking wasps inside my stomach. when he touches me I feel boltz of lightning through out my body. he makes me feel whole again.
after my moms death I haven't really felt whole. but right now, with ash, i feel as though all those wounds that my mother's death has left was finally patched up again. through this realization, I have come to a conclusion.
I broke away from the kiss and placed my forehead on his and let out a shaky breath.
"ash, I think I love you too"
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A/N: sorry sorry sorry!!! I know you all think i suck but hey I tried.. anyway here's the chappy.. I hope y'all liked it.. I did..
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