kill me please!

Regrets

I made attempts to have you back,

I tried so hard to forget your love,

I yearn to God for His another grace,

But, I'm stuck in clock of your name.

Each day I try to talk,

How stupid it may seem you being so far,

I didn't know it was so quick,

How you had another man and then stick.

Maybe he lets you feel more special,

Maybe he holds you so tight,

And maybe he loves you enough,

And express it right with a kiss on left eye.

However it may be substianally,

I'm more passionate than he seems to be,

I feel so stupid to have you waited,

for all the things you always stated.

I have loved you so much,

Never doubt it wholly or partly,

I but never had an expression, 

to bring out my love to your longing satiation.

And if fate be by my side and time shall return,

I'll give you the best time you'll ever have,

I'll hold you this close so as I hear you breath,

and would whisper slowly in your ears.

And while we share our secret moments,

I'll hold you close to say those words,

I love you a lot and I'll go on twice,

And then a kiss lips likewise.

Sometimes when I sleep alone I ponder,

How it'd be if I were holding you by your navel,

And then I'd hug you so tight,

That all your sorrow would be mine.

If you could I request you must,

Seek the love, I have for you,

I shall come so close to you, hug you so tight,

love shall then us unite.

Two souls in one we shall be,

seeking pleasure, love and joy within,

with each kiss I hope you know,

How Much you belong to me my darling gold.

But then I see you cry for him,

I ponder if it'll ever be real,

Love, a lot I have for you,

so insane, I hope you had known.