kill me please!

Good morning (New Chapter)

GUYS I AM BACK..

I THOUGHT SO I'D BE :D

apparently I am having the perfect time to write this one.. *signs* leaves the intensity to you. :)

I have had a life,

But now, what I see,

My life as it used to be,

Has changed, I have died, and

That was supposed to be.

That wasn’t me,I stand corrected;

That was conceit,A false me, I had gradually trusted.

And it’s nothing bad, nothing sad,

It was all planned, part of a game where I never had a hand.

And now I feel better,

Being this contrasting;

The austere life and a vivid companion,

In notebooks and a dozen rebellions.

Stories are different, often they are,

Mine has its own spice, it really has,

I would tell you some other day,

The story of my aching part.

Yet I rose up somehow,

And somehow I survived the hails of emotions,

Ran through shit,

To the have witnessed those clean notions.

Departed was I, from my dearest love,

This information I had to know,

Dear, dear where did you go,

Just like that with someone else.

I will tell my story some other day,

For saga it maybe of absolute cliché,

I don’t know how to say,

I have to confess my sadly mistakes.

Nonetheless I have it gone,

Part of me has completed evolved,

They say I am different now, they do,

All they say,” insanets how do you do?”