The one that got away

Chapter 9

I woke up on Monday with a strange feeling. For some reason I was on edge.

The guys dropped me off in the morning and said they would pick me up after school.

I walked down the hall that lead to my math class. Once again I sat in the back and ignored the lesson.

Taking out my phone I texted Connor to see how he was doing.

E: hey con how are you?

C: I'm good, you?

E: eh okay I guess, math is sooooo boring.

C: haha pay attention Em!

E: I rather talk to you than figure out what the heck I'm supposed to be doing.

C: sorry Em but I have to go, I'll talk to you later okay?

E: okay. Love you <3

C : Love you too Em!!!! <3 <3 <3

After lunch I didn't have a class so I went to the library.

I put my phone on silent so it wouldn't go off. The librarian was mean and she hates when they go off in here.

I sat down on a bing bag chair and grabbed a random book next to it.

Hm a Harry Potter book, haven't read one of these in along time.

( an hour and a half later )

The bell rang signaling that it was time for 7th period. I put the book down and made my way to class.

I had French class. Today we were gonna watch a movie about the culture in and the people of France.

(Half way through class)

I felt someone patting my shoulder.

"Go away" I mumbled.

"Emma, Emma wake up. Your needed in the office" I opened my eyes and saw my teacher standing in front of me.

"What?"

"Someone is here to pick you up, you have to go to the office" she went back to her desk and sat down.

Who would pick me up?

I picked up my stuff and went to the front office. As I turned the corner I saw Caleb and Sam sitting in the office.

What are they doing here? I walked in to the office.

"Guys? Why are you here?" They looked up and I saw Caleb was crying. Sam was giving me a sad look.

"Emma I'm sorry, I'm so sorry...." Caleb sobbed.

Why would he be......

Then it hit me, my eyes began to water. I looked over at Sam.

"Please.....please tell me it's..." He walked up to me and hugged me

"I'm sorry" is all he whispered.

I backed away from them. "NO ITS NOT TRUE, YOUR LYING!!!!" I began to shout and cry.

"I wish we were Emma" Sam tried to grab me again but I moved again.

"But I....I was texting him this morning....he said he was fine" I sobbed.

I fell to my knees. Sam got on his knees and pulled me to his chest. I couldn't stop crying. Sam picked me up and took me to the car.

Caleb sat in the back with me while Sam drove.

"What happened to him......" I whisper after calming down a bit. I felt like my heart was ripped out and shattered.

"He was scheduled to have an operation this morning that was meant to help but....there was a risk" he took a deep breath.

"It was a good 50% chance it would work, but there was also a 50% chance that he wouldn't make it."

I froze.

I didn't know....he didn't tell me anything about the operation. Why would he keep this from me....

We maid it home and I ran to my room slamming the door and locking it.

I walked Into my bathroom and did the same thing. Dropping to the floor I pulled my knees to my chest.

He's gone....

I started screaming at the universe.

"YOU TOOK HIM AWAY FROM ME AND LEFT ME HERE TO SUFFER!!!!"
I sobbed uncontrollably.

"Emma open the door!" I heard the guys banging on my door.

"Leave me ALONE!!!" I screamed from my bathroom. I rocked myself back and forth.

We had our whole future planned for us. We would graduate this year and go to the same college. Move in together, get married, have kids....

The dream I had, had came back to my mind. It's happening...he's gone...I'm gonna be alone.

I don't want to be alone....

The guys continued to bang on my door and scream for me to open up. I just ignored them.

I got up and walked to my mirror. Staring at my self I wiped a tear and opened a drawer.

Pulling out a bottle I sat on the toilet.

This is what I have to do to be with him again. I opened the bottle.

"I'm sorry" i yelled. I heard Sam and Caleb brake through my door and started to kick my bathroom door.

"I'm so sorry" I was about to put the pills in my mouth when my door was kicked down and in came the guys.

Caleb slapped the pills away from me as Sam pulled me back.

"No NO! Leave me alone...I have to do it! Please I have to be with him" I sobbed as sam rocked me.

Caleb just stood there looking at me with his eyes filled with tears.

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