The In denial YouTube Boys

Part 6- Chat with Zoe

Troye's P.O.V

I was laying in bed but couldn't sleep because I couldn't stop thinking about the kiss was the most amazing thing, it was like yearning for something for so long and then you finally get it, the pride and happiness you feel is so overwhelming and it made me want to scream because I couldn't have it all the time.

I don't know why I played it off last night because there was more to that kiss than a stupid game of spin the bottle, the feelings were mutual and it wasn't just me so I don't know why I didn't tell Tyler my feelings there and then.

At that moment I turned over in bed and facing me was a sleeping, yet still gorgeous, Tyler Oakley. I smiled and looked at him for a while wanting to take in the dimples and the pout he gets when he's tired, I snuggled into him because I wanted to remember his scent for as long as I could, I never wanted to (even though I know I couldn't) forget this boy.

Zoe's P.O.V

After Troyler went to bed  I cunningly made sure everyone else stayed behind. I wasn't as drunk as I made out, I wanted to see what happened when the boys were drunk, but I know they would be suspicious if I didn't drink.
"Everyone sit down we need a chat" when I said this everyone's reaction was immediate and so in-sync it was almost perfect. Everyone took a seat somewhere and all of them had the same look on their face (confused with a touch of curiosity) "what is it Zoe I'm tired" Joe moaned
"Oh stop moaning and listen up, everyone saw that Troyler kiss right?" I asked and everyone nodded in agreement "good did everyone see the chemistry?" I said again, this time everyone said yes and mumbles broke out. "Well we need to do something about it because they are so blind, there is so much chemistry there and If they were to look at it from an outsiders point of view they would see it too, but both of them are being in denial, so here's the plan..."

I rambled on for about 10 minutes and when I was done everyone was sure of the plan, it started tomorrow and the anticipation was  a killer but in truth I couldn't wait for it to start!

Tyler's P.O.V

I woke up the next morning, with Troye in my arms. The first thing that entered my mind that morning was the kiss, Everything about it was perfect. The way his lips felt against mine, the way he could have me feeling like up in the clouds within mere seconds was amazing. I was shocked when Troye said it was just a game, It may sound silly but in hurt In a way. It hurt that it meant nothing to him, it really was just a game to him, and to me it was so much more.

The worst part about that kiss was that it made me feel so great and it proved to me that I really was in love with Troye Sivan Mellet.

I didn't know what to do with myself. At first I thought the feelings were mutual the way  our lips connected but after the conversation I knew that maybe that wasn't the case...

But Troye is an actor...  

He's my best friend I could tell if he was lying

Not if he didn't want you to... 

Why would he not want me to?

Because he's hiding something...

I'm his best friend! I can tell!

He's an actor!

The argument with myself continued for about 2 minutes when I realised how ridiculous I was. I knew I needed to speak to someone about this but Troye is the one I usually go to for advice and that is out of the question this time.

Or is it...

"SHUT UP!" it wasn't until Troye jumped and said "what's wrong Tilly?" that I  realised I had shouted out loud.

"nothing Troye, I need to speak to Zoe so I will see you later" I ran out of the room. leaving a bewildered and slightly hurt Troye.

I ran into the kitchen knowing Zoe would be awake and said "Zoe can we go out for breakfast I need to talk to you" she looked a bit shocked at my abrupt question, but either way she still said "sure Ty give me a sec to get ready" she looked worried so she ran out of the room and she was back within 5 minutes.

20 minutes later we had arrived at a cute little restaurant. We ordered food and Zoe said "so come on spill, what's up Ty?"

I rambled on for about 20 minutes about my feelings and how I felt for Troye she didn't interrupt and just let me say what I had to say. "I'm just so confused Zoe." I finished and she gave me a knowing smile.

"Tyler you clearly have feelings for him and he clearly has feelings for you he's just scared. You need to talk to him because at the end of the day, I cant do anything about this I can only help. But this weekend we are going to make Troyler real!" I smiled at her enthusiasm and how she turned from serious Zoe and yet back to Excited Zoe within seconds. "oh and by the way I screamed internally for 10 minutes when you said you have feelings for Troye." she came round to me and gave me a hug and then our food came and i have to admit it was so good, some of the best food I had ever tasted.