The In denial YouTube Boys

Part 10- Unfortunate turn of events

Troye's P.O.V

I woke up the next morning with a funny feeling in my stomach. I knew what it was of course, I knew this feeling all too well. It was dread, I knew today would be a bad day. My anxiety would be bad today.

I got up and got dressed by the time Tyler had got up I was sitting on the sofa in the front room editing a new video. I looked up as he walked in and gave him a half-hearted smile, he realised and looked a bit confused but got over it and went to make some coffee. "how's you?" he asked

"I'm good, how r u?" I lied

"Your lying, your not fine" Damn this boy knew me so well

"I'm fine" c'mon Tyler believe me please I thought to myself

"I cant help you if you don't tell me"

"you cant help me anyway" I replied quietly

"tell me what's wrong!" he said louder

"or what, Tyler, or what? Well, what are you gonna do, hurt me, cause it's harder to hurt me more than I already am" I raised my voice and stood up angrily. Tyler looked hurt, "Troye I would never hurt you" he whispered, tears in his eyes. I got my shoes on and grabbed my phone and wallet and walked out, leaving a sad Tyler behind.

Tyler's P.O.V

Troye left and I stood there for at least 10 minutes in shock of what had just happened, i had never had an argument with Troye, it was usually only the silent treatment and death stares, I'd never heard Troye shout,  I didn't like it. After a while I gave up trying to not worry and I rang him, no answer, I rang him again, no answer. It was like this for a good 2 hours when I gave up, I figured he just wanted some thinking time. I went to bed because I couldn't do anything else. Troye would come back later and go into the guest bedroom, which I decided to prepare, I wrote a note for him to find when he came in on the table.

Dear Troye,

I have prepared the guest bedroom for you, just in case you want to stay in there tonight. You can come into our room though if you would like to do that. First of all I'm sorry, for being on your case, I just really want you to let me in, and trust me, I can help you, you said it yourself, it may seem to you like you're alone, but your not I promise. Anyway, like I said you choose where you want to sleep tonight, but I hope you can forgive me. Love you so much...

Tyler xx

I left the note on the table next to some pop tarts and a tub of nutella. I went off to bed and tucked myself under the covers, on my side just in case Troye slept in our bed tonight and fell asleep. I had an edgy nights sleep, worrying about Troye and if he was back yet. waking up in the morning was never my best ability, Troye is usually the one to force me out of bed, I turned over to see if he was there, and my heart and stomach felt like they were falling into an abyss, he wasn't in the bed, he couldn't forgive me, i forced myself out of bed and went to the kitchen to prepare some coffee, I looked at the table and saw that the pop tarts and the notes hadn't been touched. I ran to the guest room to check if he was there and he wasn't, the bed hadn't been slept in. Panic set in and I started crying, as i rang Troye, I rang him again and again, but no answer. I rang Connor and asked if he'd seen him, he hadn't, now I was really starting to worry, Connor was coming over to help me and told me to wait there, i turned on the TV hoping to take my mind of off it. But it was impossible. Connor came in and sat next to me asking me all sorts of questions about why he walked out, and where i think he could have gone and when he left, and after I had answered all of his questions, everything went quiet. Quiet enough to here the women in the news say