Breana P.O.V:
ASDFGHJKL?! What the fuck just happened?
Who the fuck was that guy and what the hell was Bahja doing with him?
So many thoughts crossed my mind as we sat in the car. I looked over at Sydnei to see that she had calmed down, but looked like she was also thinking.
Sydnei: I can't fucking believe those snakes!
me: Syd, relax...
Syd: How the fuck am I supposed to relax when that slut is moving around with guys, although she's with Craig.
Silence.
me: Syd, who is that guy?
Sydnei: Terrell? He's supposed to be my boyfriend. Fucking unfaithful. I heard him profess his "love" for that whore.
She started to cry again. I just felt so bad for her. I kind of understood her position when thinking about me and Chresanto, but doesn't matter now. This is Sydnei.
me: It's okay baby, stop crying.
I kissed her forehead.
me: You know what, I'll drive home. We don't want any suicidal shit all because of Tyrone or whatever his stupid name is.
My joke cracked a smile on her face as she wiped her eyes. We both got out the car and I sat in the driver's seat, as she sat in the passengers seat.
I decided to call Lourdes to let her know that the kids are going to stay at her place for the night. I explained to her the situation and she completely understood.
As we got closer to the house, Sydnei fell asleep in her seat.
I parked in the sriveway of her house. I gently tapped her to notify her that we reached the house. She looked around, and then started crying again.
I just hugged her and told her to forget the events of today. I took her to her room. I ran a bath for her. I told her what I did, and left her.
I went over to the guest room, and laid on the bed.
I started thinking about me and Chresanto - our past, and our present. I started crying myself, thinking about our good times, and our bad times. God, I miss him.
I sat up and wiped my tears. I held on to my phone and I looked at his number in the contacts. I started to contemplate in my head whether I should do this. I took a deep breath and dialed his number.
His phone rang three times before it answered:
??: Hello?
me: hello, who is this?
??: It's Kacie. You called my daddy's phone.
me: oh, is he there?
Kacie: err..i don't know. I'll go and see.
She's actually a cutie.
I kept the phone close to my ear, with anticipation close to my heart that he was there. Then I heard a more mature, feminine person shouting in the background.
*BACKGROUND NOISE*
??: Kacie, why the hell do you have that?
Kacie: its a call for daddy, and I answered it.
??: okay, who is it?
Kacie: a girl
It seemed like she took the phone off of her.
??: Why the fuck are you calling this phone for?
me: What the fuck is wrong with you Kimorah?
Kimorah: You bitch. Why do you keep bothering my fiancé and our family?
me: Let me educate you, thot. I had HIS first TWO children before you. Those two kids are also family. He is involved in my family affairs and so I am involved in his family affairs, so cut me some slack and shut the fuck up!
silence.
me: where's chresanto?
??: Right here.
Oh shit.
Chresanto: Why the fuck are you talking to my fiancé like that? Just remember that you and me together those years back, were a mistake. Don't you dare step up to her like that again.
me: So this is how you want it now? But you were telling me how you want to come back into my children's lives. And I was about to say yes. Well, after what you said, tell me now - Do you still love me?
Chresanto: W-what?
me: DO YOU FUCKING LOVE ME?!
Chresanto: No Breana. I have to pay attention to what I have now which is my soon-to-be wife and our daughter. Find another man to help you look after Kayana and Moses if that is even their names. Bye.
*End of phone convo*
I threw my phone on the floor. I knew it was a mistake calling. What was I thinking?
Chresanto P.O.V:
I fucking screwed up. I only said those those things because the phone was on speaker, and Kimorah was standing next to me.
Kimorah: I love you Santo.
me: *low whisper* I love you too.
R.N
