So since Love wins happened, i decided to do my coming out. But i have this dumb thing in my stomac that stays everytime i think about it.
There's a épluchette it's a family thing, it's in summer! Family come, you eat corn roast? Well almost the same but we don't put it on the B.B.Q we boil it! :) it's actully pretty good!
And yeah... When people is gonna ask me do you have a boyfriend? I'm gonna tell them oh! I don't think i'm gonna have a boyfriend, a girlfriend would be better!
God!! I stress a lot. Like a lot. I just think about it. I told my brother i'm lesbian and he's a big mouth! In french, in Quebec we say une grande gueule! It means someone who can't keep a secret! Or someone always saying Yeah yeah i'll do it or i can do it! But this person just can't or won't! Or someone always telling people how much he's good at everything!
So this is the kind of person that my brother is. But he's more the guy who can't keep a secret! Haha so yeah, i know that i'm probably going to be the lesbian of the school... I know there is probably someone else who's gay but! I'm gonna be the only one who's the coming out will be done...
I don't know if people is gonna like me more and i'm gonna have more friends just because i'm gay, and lovewins and having a gay friend is cool! Or people's gonna hate me more and i'm gonna be intimited. I'm not sure...
And i don't know which one i prefer! Hahaha
I think i would prefer to just people act normal. Because it is normal. It's just love for someone else with the same sex!
I don't understand homophobic. Well i'm the oposite! Hahaha normal that i don't get it!
Still laughing for something not funny! That's so me. At this moment, i was going to put a haha! Oufff!
Tomorrow i'm going to school. So no, i can't sleep guys! There will be another chapter! Haha
Hey! It's days after the epluchette and i didn't really happened! Well, i guess it's not gonna happen in like one day and everyone around me is gonna know it! People to people in all the year it's gonna be done! :)