Heart shots

HEART (Part 18)

BLYANA'S POV - 

I realized something...

"This morning seemed so ethereal because my previous day was spent with quite a person, and the things that happened between us were dangerously beautiful."

Well, I did not forget anything that happened last night, but I did not know it could make such a positive impact on me. Maybe I like that person too much for me to be able to find even small things so attractive.

Our eyes met and, as if neither could look away. I don't know why his gaze was so intense, but it hit me hard; my face was still warm, my thoughts spinning.

And I hate that we share the same majors, same classes. First, warm-up session and physical education pull us both in, and there's nothing we can do to change that, and then comes basketball, in which we are usually put in different teams, which makes it more uncomfortable because we need to compete against each other as we are the main players, but I am glad for that, if we were in the same team we might've been way more uncomfortable or friends maybe.

I am still in a dilemma about how I will be able to compete with him, but he definitely would be with his friends, not giving a fuck about me.

CARSON'S POV - 

My mind is not in its right place, and  I can't stop thinking about her fiery eyes, and now I can't wait to see her again, especially in the court. My heart is beating hard, and it's again hard to breathe around her; she makes me so nervous. At least I'll have a reason to see her again, in the eyes.

AUTHOR'S POV - 

Blyana's not very conscious about her feelings, but Carson definitely is; he knows what he wants and how much he can put at stake for it, because he knows he has a lot to lose when it comes to his personal life, which goes the same for Blyana.

Blyana was on her way to her first class after that, but there were always people coming in her way to piss her off. Brezzy approached her and again started acting all sweet and clingy to her, but she usually does this in front of Carson to vaunt about her good behavior, but Blyana can't seem to find him anywhere near them.

Brezzy was beating around the bush, so Blyana asked why she was really there, what she wanted to say.

Brezzy: Uhhmm, I wanted to ask that last night after the fight, was he alright? Where did you go with him?

Blyana: He was good, you could've asked him yourself. What is it you really wanna know? Ask me and stop bothering me.

Brezzy: Ok then. (stopped clinging to Blyana and showed her true face) Do you like him? Because I want him a lot, and I think you are being fooled by his caring nature, he is like that to everybody, and just so that you don't get too close to him and fool yourself anymore, and get your heart broken, I am giving you this advice: stay away from him.

Blyana: Well, well, if he really isn't interested in me, I don't think you should be this insecure about him liking you. Now I think he really is interested in me, and this makes me want to get to know him more.

And let me give you some good advice now: You should stay quieter, or people would find out you are so stupid.

Brezzy: Wha--t--

Blyana: I hope you put this advice to good use, see ya...

leaving her be, Blyana walked towards her class, and she was early there. She went towards her seat, and there were very few people in the class. She was happy she reached there earlier than anybody, trying not to attract any attention, despite the hocus pocus she created in the morning, she sat ideally at her usual seat, deep down, she was waiting for Carson.

Slowly, people were entering the class, but he did not come. And that is what made her disappointed, her expectations were high for seeing him, but then this disappearance, that is definitely disappointing.

She went to her PE class, but again was disappointed, which is why she did not expect him to come to the basketball match later.

She was going to the locker room to change; she needed to play to relieve all her stress and prepare for the match, but what exactly would her competition in the match later be if Carson did not come?

She does not look down on other players, but right now, she is disappointed because she really wants to see him, but anyway, she gets ready, she changes in the changing room while zoning out.

"Come on fast, Blyana... ( called out her teammate) Everyone's ready here, why are you so late?..."

"So sorry, just a minute...."

Stepping out of the locker room, she rushed to the court only to get a dopamine rush throughout her body, but moreover, she was in a dilemma whether it was an adrenaline rush or a dopamine rush; however, she was sure something just traveled throughout her veins.

She looked up just to calm herself down again-------------

But what could the situation have been that she is acting this way? Whatever it may be, know the tension is just gonna go higher and higher; it will rise at such a pace that you have to keep up with it.