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INTENSITY (Part 5)

Carson is lost in his endless world of thoughts about Blyana because he is deeply concerned about Blyana and wants to help her. This suggests a genuine care and possibly a deeper connection than he's willing to admit. 

But Brezzy deliberately misled Carson about Blyana's background, she is a privileged and spoiled individual. This could be motivated by jealousy. Despite Brezzy's words, Carson struggles to dislike Blyana. His feelings for her are strong enough to resist the negative portrayal. He has a genuine attraction or a recognition of Blyana's true character beyond Brezzy's lies.

Carson wants to "not like her," indicating a potential awareness of the complications or potential hurt that could arise from his feelings. However, he's unable to suppress his emotions, highlighting the strength of his connection to Blyana.

Carson was in his thoughts when he saw Blyana entering the cafeteria, the charming environment of the cafeteria suddenly changed into a talkative and intense one.

Blyana entered the cafeteria noticing the vibe change knowing it was because she listened to the gossip about her, but she managed to ignore it after all.

But it was hard to keep up with this tormenting atmosphere, she hardly took a breath because of the workout and now this nervousness was killing her because of the eyes on her. To ignore it better she sat in the corner just so the murmurs could stop.

But maybe her luck was not with her, that's when the grand Victorian entry was stolen by Brezzy in the cafeteria from which the murmurs grew more bolder and bolder.She was their with her two alumni's because she knew Blyana is not someone she could handle alone. She went towards Blyana and sat beside her, the atmosphere turned really really salty. The enemies of Hedrylin were sitting beside each other.  

Blyana's POV:

The cafeteria door swung open, and the air crackled with a sudden, electric energy. I could feel it, the shift in the atmosphere, the way the chatter intensified, the whispers turning into murmurs, the gazes becoming pointed. It was all because of me.

 knew it. I'd heard the whispers, the gossip swirling around me like a storm cloud. They were talking about me, about my family, about how I'd gotten into this school. I tried to ignore it, to pretend it wasn't happening, but the weight of their scrutiny pressed down on me, a suffocating blanket of judgment.

My heart pounded in my chest, a frantic drumbeat against my ribs. The workout had left me breathless, but now, this nervous energy was choking me. Every eye felt like a spotlight, every whisper a judgment. I couldn't breathe, couldn't relax, couldn't escape the suffocating atmosphere.

Just as I was trying to find a quiet corner, my luck seemed to run out. The grand entrance, the one that usually drew all eyes, was now occupied by Brezzy. She was a whirlwind of confidence, her presence radiating an almost tangible energy that sucked the air out of the room.

The murmurs, already loud, grew bolder, fueled by her arrival. I knew she wouldn't come alone. She had her two alumni with her, her loyal followers, ready to back her up. They were like a pack of wolves, circling their prey, and I was the prey.

Brezzy made a beeline for me, her smile a predatory gleam in her eyes. She sat down beside me, her presence a physical assault on my senses. The air crackled with tension, the atmosphere turning sour, like a bad batch of milk. It was a battleground, and the enemies of Hedrylin were now sitting side by side, a volatile mix of animosity and simmering resentment.

I sweared if she touched me i could kill her but just then I realized, my dad, i did not want him to come Hedrylin again just to be a back up for me, plus i cannot get any negative point because i have national tournament cheering for me to have the victory and if do something at this point of time, my coach would be really disappointed in me and my goal would shift to next year which will lead to a big waste of my energy and mental health.

I sat quietly beside her but she was again and again trying to get on my nerves but i was able to control myself and got up from that seat switching it with some other seat, but Brezzy felt humiliated after seeing this and people gasped when i controlled my anger because i was known for my bad temper.

I was peacefully having breakfast in the other corner but suddenly i felt much colder, shivers, wet, I realized that i was wet and Brezzy poured some kind of gross smelling milk on me, just then she said "well..I thought the expired milk should go in it's designated place." Everyone laughed as i started pitying myself.

That was definitely crossed the last stage of me controlling my anger but for me and my family i had to bear everything.This was really humiliating I felt vulnerable, not being able to do anything. Isn't s much going on in my life and I don't know why I have to bear it all myself, I never really took of these thing on my mind because I am really strong it did not really affect me but this time it question's my self respect and esteem which is higher than my height.

Brezzy and her alibi's laughed and  I could do nothing but ignore them, ignoring them is hard because they again and again came in front of me and talked rubbish but i did not really mind them now.

I ate a little and started to leave the cafeteria,but suddenly my leg tripped onto something and i fell hard on the floor on my knees as I started picking up my plate to kill her but I cannot i felt really bad as I let my negativity take over me, I don't really let this happen but this time i did it willingly.

THeir were so many people who pitied me, who were shamelessly laughing, who recorded it, who wanted to help m, but I was embarrassed because carson saw me, I looked at him as our eyes met, my tired eyes filled with pain looking at him because of my knees, he looked at me with his hurtful and worried eyes. When he looked at me like that it felt different, it felt good, but it felt really suffocating.

I started walking towards the exit of the cafeteria with my glossy eyes, but god had different plans, Brezzy walked in front of me and I held on my track again, she asked me if i could hold her bag for her, in a very low voice I refused her, but she grinned and threw her bag at me and said " what do you think you are saying no to, you fuckin' whore."

Narrator's POV:

Everyone in the hallway gasped as they heard what Brezzy said and some burst out laughing, Blyana was now disgusted by Brezzy.By saying these words Brezzy just buried her self respect in the ground for Blyana as she hated her fully from her heart. Everyone was wondering what Blyana would to Brezzy now, but Blyana just passed by, ignoring her which shattered Brezzies pride and people were shocked. Blyana was too determined to not do anything to Brezzy.

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