Hopeless Case! A Story of love and lust!

Chapter 4: The Unexpected

I woke up from long hours of sleep, naalimpungatan lang kung baga...

tiningnan ko kung anong oras na sa cellphone ko its just past 7,

medyo antok pa ako kaya naisip kong pumikit ulit, tiningnan ko muna kung

kumpleto pa ba ang suot ko o may nanyaring kakaiba, thankful naman ako at

wala!

bago ko tuluyang ipikit ang mga mata ko, tinitigan kong mabuti ngayon si Nathan, ang cute nyang matulog parang bata, kahit pa gulo gulo na ang buhok nya sa pagkakatulog,

cute pa rin sya tingnan, at muli inantok ako, this time nakatulog ako

ng nakaharap sa kanya at yakap - yakap pa din ang malaking unan,

Maybe an hour had past, nagising na kami,

laking gulat ko magkayakap na kami, at nagkakatitigan

sa mata, walang may lakas ng loob magtanong kung paanong nangyari

o magsalita para basagin ang namumuong katahimikan at titigan sa mata,

habang tumatagal ang titigan namin parang may mga magnet na humigop sa aming mga katawan

parang magic kumilos na lang ang mga katawan namin para yakapin pa ulit ang isa't - isa, hinawi nya ang buhok ko, at ganun din ako sa kanya...

bumubilis ang tibok ng puso ko, nanginginig, natatakot though

there is an excitement upon looking at his eyes... hindi ko magawang kumurap

it's like the next best thing to do is to kiss his lips, hindi ko magawa,

dahil alam kong hindi toh dapat, before I realised it, it was too late,

we are now kissing each other, it started from smack, till it became

deeper and more passionate, I can feel his fingers through my hair,

and my hands is also searching, i start to hold his cheeks, his back,

I hugged him tighter, and so is he,

then his hands is now trying to remove the clothing inside me,

for unknown reason, I didnt complain or whatsoever,

it feels like everything is natural, its like this is so right,

yet uncertain, there, in his arms, I became someone else,

somewhat more of myself, cant describe the feeling, he was just a stranger

last night, now here we are discovering each other, owning each other,

becoming one, I am so nervous, I might go wrong, but there he is so gentle and

guiding me which way to go, as much as I want to stop him from doing this,

I cant, He's now all over me,  I never felt this with my ex who did nothing but just doing it!

with him I felt like everything is my first time, the way he caress my body, his touch and his

kisses, yes! for the first time, I felt like I am a woman, not just someone else's fantasy,

not just a pleasure giver, but a woman that a man needs! for the first time too I am happy with

what is happening!

I cant help it, he is good, he knows how to please,

and yes! he pleases me like nobody else did!

so I did the same, I pleases him as if he's mine..

all the paranoia running in my head was gone in just

a snap, everything is gone! I gave up something I shouldnt

and it's too late for me to complain, or to say no, its happening,

it felt so good, and it felt so right yet I know this is really wrong!

"You ok?" He asked me

tumango lang ako speechless habang magkayakap

pa rin kami kahit pa hinahabol namin ang aming mga hininga,

"happy?"

"Yeah" though I know I sounded a little bit shaky, 

"Did you plan this? I mean naisip mo ba to nung ininvite mo ako mag inom?

like is this some sort or part of your itinerary?" I asked in a nervous voice,

"No! of course not! Im sorry if we are too fast,hindi ko rin napigilan ang sarili ko, how can I stop myself, first of all you're a good conversationalist, carefree and chill lang which I admit, t'was a turn on to me!"

"Yeah we are fast!, this is really way beyond of what I have Imagined, never been in this type of you know?"

"ehh kung ok ka lang bakit parang.. natatakot ka? I dont know, pero I cant describe it, may doubt ka ba?or nagsisisi"

"Wala, Ok lang talaga ako,  no need to worry, I'm fine! it's just that I'm a bit shocked that this had happen, isa pa nagawa na natin toh? I have all the guts to stop this pero hindi ko ginawa,

ok maybe I can put it this way, I am in a stage of longing to be with someone, lalo na today, just had my heart broken a few weeks ago, then eto na nga nangyari to, and as I've told you I might be spontaneous and all pero hindi ako to, hindi naman ako basta-basta, find it OA, fine! nagulat lang din ako, pero gaya nga ng sinabi ko I'm ok and I am fine, but what the hell, it happened and I cant deny I enjoy it! happy ka na ba sa sagot ko?"

"baka naman guilt trip lang tong binibigay mo sa akin ah?if you are mad sige magalit ka, hindi kita masisisi"

"hahaha anu ka ba? ok nga lang ako! nanibago lang, anyways nood tayong T.V! Detective Conan na! tapos One Piece!" sabi ko na lang, totoo naman wala akong pinag sisisihan sa ginawa namin,

totoo masaya ako, naging masaya naman ang christmas ko, and I can really say that I have moved on na dun sa ex ko, cuz if not malamang tumanggi ako, or I cant describe the happiness I am feeling inside me, totoo walang regrets, though hindi ko alam ang mangyayari after this day, will he still gonna call or contact me? pero anyways mahalaga at least naging masaya ako kahit alam kong today lang, parang ayoko na matapos ang maghapon!