Hopeless Case! A Story of love and lust!

Chapter 6: Goodbyes aren't always bitter!

After he took a bath, its my turn to bathe my self,

Whilst inside the bathroom, I was thinking that this is all so wrong

but no regrets, I am happy and I know this is so uncertain,

in my head running the hell! I'm happy, if there will be no next time

I won't regret this, I know i will never, hopeless yet I know

this is something that I will remember the rest of my life.

After bathing, we decide to checked out of the said Motel,

then went to the nearest Mcdonald's.

Whilst eating we are talking about our childhood and stuff,

"Well close naman kami ng mga kapatid ko ng parents ko, uhmmm

some sort of family oriented, though I am the breadwinner, wala na ako

magagawa dun, this is my life so far happy lang ako nakakatulong ako sa mga magulang ko

at kahit papanop sa mga kapatid ko," sabi ko kay Nathan

"As for me, well I grew up watching the world turn, I'm not that family oriented kasi

I grew up na gigising ako wala na parents ko, grew up with the yayas, hindi man kami mayaman

kung baga sakto lang, nakakainis nga eh, I started smoking when all of them decided to stop,

which is really weird, mukang ok naman pala kayo sa family mo eh, why is it you dont wanna stay home for christmas?" he asked

"Well as I've told you, wala kaming handa, pangalawa I'm stuck inside my room, seeing things like me and my ex, the way he played my guitar, and the way he took care of me when I was sick, maybe next year, I will be redecorating my room, change how it was look like so I will not gonna think of him or what not."

"Mukang nasaktan ka talaga ahh," nasabi nya lang sabay inom sa pineapple juice,

After we ate, we decided to take a jeepney and part ways, whilst inside the vehicle,

we dont speak at all, he just held my hands and feel the cold wind...

"Malapit na ako, paano ba bye na!" sabi ko sa kanya,

"Ingat ka ha! next year ulit kita tayo, text-text na lang,"

tumango lang ako,

"Ma! Para po!" sabi ko sa manong driver,

he kissed me goodbye, medyo nagulat ako.

In front of everyone he did kissed me...

at bumaba na nga ako sinundan nya ako ng tingin at kumaway pa.

Umuwi ako ng alam kong may ngiti sa aking mga labi,

hindi man mangyari ang "next year" ok lang, bahala na,

whatever happens there will just stay there, as of now Im happy

ako na bahala mag isip anong gagawin ko after this, bahala na talaga!

8:30pm I was home

He Pm'd me saying he was already home,

I did the same, replied back saying I'm home,

"Mga katulong namin eto enjoy sa pagvivideoke!" sabi nya

"Well, cool dito nga kapit bahay namin mga nag vivideoke! anyways tulog na ko

medyo napagod ako hehehe"

"Sige goodnight," sabi nya