Stydia

Mom's grave

Chapter 4:
P.o.v. Lydia
I run to the figure that's completely black, but i think i know him from somewhere. For Some reason i just don't get to the person, who's figure looking like a boy. out of nowhere my phone begins ringing. Then i shoot awake out of my nightmare. I take my phone and look who's calling.
'Stiles', i say out loud to myself.
"Hi stiles, why do you call so late? I was sleeping"
"Ow sorry Lydia, it's just... It's"
"What stiles!"
"It's just that you said i should call you whenever i was at my mom's grave, Sooo....."
"Omg stiles, i'm so sorry for snapping at you, i'll come and pick you up right now"
"No Lyds, it's really ok. You don't have to do that, i can drive myself home."
I could hear his sad and little bit drunk voice, i don't think he could drive himself home.
"Stiles stay where you are i'll come and pick you up right now okay ?"
"Okay, i'll wait Lyds."

P.o.v. Stiles
The world turns i think to myself. I go and sit next to my mom's grave and start talking. "Hey mom, i miss you so much !!! Life sucks you now. I have Malia, but she just doesn't understand me and then you have dad and scott. They are both here for me, i know that but that is just don't the same as a person like a girlfriend where you share everything with. You know. And sure i have Malia and i still love her... But she's just back out of the woods. Ok like a year or something, but she's not completly human again in her thoughts. And then you have Lydia..... Who i've been in love with since third grate but never noticed me till three years ago. And now she is my best friend, except scott ofcourse. But she just doesn't love me the way i love her.... Her strawberry blond hair, red beautiful lips her deep brown eyes who let her hair come out sooooo freaking perfectly, she just loves me like her best friend." I take another sip of the wiskey bottle i stole out of my dads closet. "And yeah she has a boyfriend Aiden, who's so much better then me..... I would just want you to be here and give me some advise. I just want a hug from you mom and for you to say that everything is going to be okay. I just... I just want you here." And then i begin crying.

P.o.v. Lydia
I take a step on the cemetary and the voices who are most of the time not so loud begin to speak louder and louder. I walk to the grave i now know so well, because this isn't the first time i go and get stiles from his mother's grave. I see him crying on the grave and there's a bottle of bourbon next to him. My heart immidiatly breaks. Stiles isn't often like this. He's the funny, sarcastic and sweet stiles. " hey stiles." He looks up at me with his big brown eyes, who i think are really beautiful. Did i just really said that in my head ??? "Hey Lyds, you really didn't have to come and see me like this."
"Stiles it's fine, come stand up i'll drive you home. Are you here with you're jeep or did you walk?"
" i walked " he said
"What the hec, stiles it's like 8 miles from home." He didn't answer, but he just gave me a look like 'yeah, that's what i'm telling you'. A few minutes after we're driving he just looks at me. "Stiles what's the matter?"
He gets out his trance and is a little bit embarresed. "I was just thinking that you had really beautiful eyes you know..." I get a little red and i'm a little embarresed now. " uhmm thank you i think." Then he just looks outside and suddenly he's sleeping.
When we're at his house i lay An arm around his shoulder and say " stiles you just have to walk a little, untill we're at your room okay?"
" yeah okay" he answers me, still half sleeping. In his room he just half falls in bed. I want to leave but then i remember that he's probably not going to be sleeping that well with shoes... So i take his shoes of and then i try to take his shirt of, because his shirt is completly wet. I try to not wake him up. But with my phone it wasn't working that well. So i lay my phone down on the ground and took his shirt of. Under his t-shirt i see something i really didn't expect to see. Stiles had strong abs there. Had he been training because he has a six-pack. Stop Lydia i thought to myself.... You have a boyfriend.
I look once again at his naked chest and then i stand up and go to my car.