Stydia

What's this feeling?

P.o.v. Lydia
"Moooooom!!!!" I yell out of my room.
"Whaaaaaaat isssss ittttttt" she yells back to sort of tell me not to yell. "Did you see my phone." I ask now on a normal tone. "No. If you lost your iPhone Lydia Martin i will really kill you."
I go down stairs and start eating my cereals. " No you wouldn't" i say with a light smile on my face. "You love me to much" i say while Hugging her.
"Yeah i probably wouldn't kill you." "Okay mom, i have to go to school, so bye. Love yaaa."
At school i park my car between Aiden's motor and stiles jeep as usual. I get out of my car at the same time as stiles. "Hay stiles, how are you ?" "Hey Lyds, i found something that's from you i think." Then he gives me my phone and i hug him."omg Stilessss, thank you so so sooooo much ! I thought i lost him."
"Lydia, what did your phone do at my house?" "I just... I... I don't know...."
Ooo no i couldn't say to him that i brought him home. He doesn't know that i had done this every time for the last few months that he went to his mother's grave. And the worst part would be that he knew i took his shirt of. "Lyds, are you the one that always brings me home from my mom's grave?" "I... I, yes. I'm sorry stiles, i just don't want you to be in danger you know...." "I think i have to say sorry Lydia, you don't have to see me like that you know. I... I... When i'm there i'm probably always a real mess..." "No stiles, it's okay, really you're not a mess when you're at you mom's grave. You're just emotional." I smile lightly at him.
The rest of the day my lessons were the same as the ones that stiles had, actually we have all the lessons the same, except sports. He has sports with the boys and i with the girls. But today we have no sports, so all our lessons are the same. And in all the classes we sat together. First we talked about his mom and then about liam and hayden. "Stiles?"
"Yeah"
"Why wasn't malia with you yesterday? Not that i didn't want to get you, but why wasn't she sleeping with you?" "Well... Uhm.. She... Scott said that she left while i was dropping you of at school, so... Scott said she was irritated and that theo asked her if she needed a ride home. "Ow okay, i'm sorry stiles, i didn't want to make malia angry or something or put you in a bad place."
"It's not your fault, Lyds."
The rest of the day we just talked about other not so important stuff.
We step out of the classroom after the last period and malia stands there. "Com'on stiles, you were going to teach me a little more math, remember?" She says
"Yeah oke, bye Lyds. Talk to you tonight or tomorrow, we'll see. Bye"
"Bye stiles"
I went to my locker and once again i was the last persons here, cause i had made my homework here at school and i had taken one class more to learn more about the study i was going to follow in college next year. Then i suddenly see Aiden show up after me. "Hey Aiden" i said. "Hey lydia" he began to kiss me rough and i wanted him to stop, so i tried to push him of of me that didn't work. " Aiden just stop please, i don't want to, i'm not ready. I told you." "You don't love me do you lydia, you don't trust me do you?" "I trust you Aiden, but i just... I'm not ready" i say. Then he pushes me against the wall and starts kissing me again. I try to go away, but he's to strong.
P.o.v. Stiles
Suddenly i feel the urge to go to my car again, i feel someones physical and mental struggel. Luckily Malia had to leave early today cause she would never ever let me go if she was still here. When i get in the car i have a feeling i should go to Lydia's locker in school so i immidiatly think something is wrong with lydia. I rush to the school and start running to her locker, there i see Aiden pushing her against the wall and her screaming for help and asking him to stop. "Aiden, Stop. She asks you to stop!!! So just stop." I yell at him. "Stiles, stop. It's dangerous, just go" lydia says while i see her tears stain face . "And leaving you here? I don't think so." I have such a strong urge now to help her and try to keep her save that i yell again to Aiden that he has to stop. Aiden turns around and comes at me to hit me. But i hit him first. I let that big feeling finnaly free. It gets me really angry and from what i see it makes me pretty strong as well so i hit him once again and then i pick up Lydia bridelstyle and put her in my car. She's completly beaten up. She has blue spots all over her. I take her to my place and lay her down on my bed. I text her mom to say she's with me and that she fell asleep. Her mom textes back, 'okay as long as there happens nothing i'm alright with it.' And then i wake her up and give her my lacross jumper and a short. " you can change in this if you want to, they will probably be to big but it's better then that dress there that you're wearing." " yeah probably" she says and she goes in my bathroom to change. It's not like she has never been here before, cause she has been here plenty of times, but she never slept over. I go downstairs and tell my dad that Lydia is staying over here. And he immidiatly agrees, i think he does that because he likes Lydia. I go back upstairs and see Lydia already asleep in my much to big pull and short in my bed. So i start to lay myself comfortable on the ground when i hear a soft and sweet voice say, "Stiles would you please want to lay down next to me? Cause i'm just a bit scared. I'm sorry." I smile a little to myself and stand up "ofcourse i would want to do that, Lyds." So i go and lay next to her. After a while i feel her snuggle in to me, her head in the crook of my neck. First i'm suprised, but then it begins to feel like it's just normal and always has been like this. How did i feel she was in trouble ? Is she the one i share my dreams with? Is she the one who i can feel on times when she needs help ? I will go to deaton tomorrow with her and ask him....